Old conversation hok and i

Eeeinny!

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:18 PM

Eeeeeinnnyyy!!!

7/12/15, 7:19 PM

I missed you *nuzzles*

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:20 PM

Missed you too -nuzzles- Been getting these wierd feeling ever since i got back from the hospital its like i'm in two place at once or being pulled

7/12/15, 7:21 PM

Ooo Abigail just told me the same thing. She experienced it yesterday.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:22 PM

I know i've been talking to her about it today.

7/12/15, 7:22 PM

Unknown nods

Good

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:23 PM

I'm feeling it now as i'm talking to you

feels like an ocean wave coming in and out

7/12/15, 7:23 PM

Nothing here. Energy shifts are a continuous thing for me now, but I haven't felt like I'm in two places.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:23 PM

i don't maybe because i was so close death cause the specailist didn't think i would make it

7/12/15, 7:24 PM

She says she is an aunt to you, and that you could explain it better that her.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:26 PM

Well its kind hard to explain. Gm and my ma'aten merged as well as my sire an rouke. Me and qu'soolin came out of that. Gm is gaia's daughter so that makes abigail my aunt.  Over the last few month mother helped me greatly to grow. Also turns out that gm is also Kulstor soul parent which makes him my half brother. Which would make you an uncle to my daughter and great uncle to toorah.

7/12/15, 7:31 PM

Quite a family tree there!

I was never born though, remember? No parents.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:32 PM

yes but mother said were her adopted brother

7/12/15, 7:33 PM

Ah of course *nods*

I'll need to update my list.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:33 PM

qu'soolin can feel when our ma'aten is in the roonm or when she is upset or happy

found through my sire one of my other sister who named Kerria is kirin and is mate to kulstor

7/12/15, 7:37 PM

Stop I can't write all this down right now! 😜

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:39 PM

ok 😉

7/12/15, 7:39 PM

I'm not at all surprised that Sleepyhead is Gaia's daughter.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:48 PM

both she and gaia love to make us figure thing out for ourselves. Might give a tip or two

7/12/15, 7:49 PM

Well duh

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:49 PM

true

7/12/15, 7:50 PM

I haven't spoken with either of them in a while. Illiane'thi has been doing all the teaching.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:50 PM

she is amazing.She helped me make it through this ordeal that i went through. Without her i would have lost hope

7/12/15, 7:51 PM

That's what she does. 😊

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:52 PM

true and i love her dearly

☺

7/12/15, 7:53 PM

Who doesn't?

Unknown • 7/12/15, 7:55 PM

true

these energy shifts are getting stronger.

7/12/15, 8:01 PM

Well let me know if someone pops in for a conversation hehe

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:02 PM

I will co'hema. When i ask mother all she will say for me figure it out on my own with wink and nod

7/12/15, 8:03 PM

By the way, you are one stubborn son of a bitch. *poke*

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:04 PM

very true

😉

7/12/15, 8:04 PM

LOL

I wouldn't expect otherwise from a unicorn. You make me proud. 😃

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:05 PM

Thanks Co'hema

7/12/15, 8:06 PM

Look at my bookshelf!

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:06 PM

yeah. look like i'll have to buy it when i can both people i gave rides too dropped me like dead wieght when in the hopstital

thats awesome congrats on anther book

7/12/15, 8:08 PM

Also I've written 30 pages of Memoirs 4. 😃

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:09 PM

cool

7/12/15, 8:10 PM

Still writing everything down, even though I deleted the blog.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:11 PM

that alot of adventures to write down.

7/12/15, 8:13 PM

I'll never stop until I go Home. 😃

I'll share it with you privately. 😃

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:15 PM

ty co'hema

7/12/15, 8:15 PM

😊

Now ask me why I'm talking to you again.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:18 PM

7/12/15, 8:18 PM

Cause your an awesome brother

7/12/15, 8:19 PM

I like that answer, but no hehe

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:19 PM

ok why?

7/12/15, 8:20 PM

The only thing I need to concern myself with is your conversations with me. Anyone else is not for me to worry about. As long as you are kind to me, that's enough.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:22 PM

I promise to do just that.

7/12/15, 8:23 PM

😊

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:24 PM

Dylan nuzzles hokolntha

*nuzzles*

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:24 PM

over on the dragon den look like we have two new unicorns.

7/12/15, 8:26 PM

I also received a lesson that said, "There is no right. There is no wrong. There is only Love."

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:26 PM

that so true

good lesson

7/12/15, 8:27 PM

I have had a lot of lessons. I'll share them with you later.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:27 PM

ok cool

7/12/15, 8:28 PM

The We People are able to talk to me whenever they want now.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:39 PM

thats awesome

7/12/15, 8:39 PM

Yup 😃

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:40 PM

😁

7/12/15, 8:40 PM

Illiane'thi is happy we are talking again.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:41 PM

cool

i can feel her smiling

7/12/15, 8:43 PM

😊

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:43 PM

she said she would pop in to visit me soon

7/12/15, 8:45 PM

Good

Unknown • 7/12/15, 8:46 PM

Dylan smiles

chatting with qu'soolin

7/12/15, 10:02 PM

Watching Farscape

Unknown • 7/12/15, 10:03 PM

cool how is that show

7/12/15, 10:03 PM

I am enjoying it. Who is Qu'soolin?

Unknown • 7/12/15, 10:04 PM

my twin brother

7/12/15, 10:04 PM

Ah okay

Unknown • 7/12/15, 10:05 PM

who really silly to stupid things on dares back home and here

7/12/15, 10:06 PM

Couldn't understand that

Unknown • 7/12/15, 10:08 PM

sorry about that. Qu'soolin would do silly thing on dares back home and bring much laughter to those around him

7/12/15, 10:10 PM

Ah. That doesn't surprise me.

Unknown • 7/12/15, 10:11 PM

like Kerria daring to try to impregnate himself which of course work out but it was funny as helll 

going to go lay down for a bit. My leg bothering me. Have a good night bro ❤

 love you

7/12/15, 10:26 PM

Okay dear. Love you too

Unknown • 7/12/15, 10:27 PM

I'm ready to go through the family tree and update my list when you are. ☺

Unknown • 7/13/15, 11:51 AM

good moning co'hema ☺

7/13/15, 11:56 AM

😊

Unknown • 7/13/15, 11:56 AM

one of my old friends from back home is named  Ae'restees unicorn stallion

7/13/15, 11:57 AM

Are we starting?

Unknown • 7/13/15, 11:57 AM

yep if your ready i only have few names to add

7/13/15, 11:58 AM

Let me open the file

Unknown • 7/13/15, 11:58 AM

ok

7/13/15, 11:58 AM

Hay, since your body is probably going to fail long before mine, I would like to try to contact you once you return Home, via Roam or maybe Abigail if she can. You will be the first such attempt to reach a fellow unicorn who crosses over from here to there. I want to see how long it takes to reach you.

I hope that wasn't too harsh, my dear. 

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:00 PM

I can certainly try

7/13/15, 12:00 PM

Like me, death for you will be a blessing. We get to go Home, you know?

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:01 PM

true

and my bro continue to run into trees just like he did back home lol

7/13/15, 12:01 PM

I know things get weird for a time, but when you are stable again (after you cross over), find Illiane'thi.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:02 PM

i will. mother said she would be there when this body fails me

7/13/15, 12:02 PM

Yes I remember. She is going to help guide you.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:02 PM

true

ready for the names

7/13/15, 12:03 PM

Not yet. I want you to understand that it's not that I don't care. Far from it. But your body dying doesn't bother me because I will still be able to speak with you even after you leave here. So there's nothing to miss. ☺

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:05 PM

also true. once this body kick the bucket i don't really care what they do with it

7/13/15, 12:05 PM

I envy you, sister. 

I figure since I want to go, the universe will keep me here until I'm 114. 😛

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:06 PM

from what i understand its your choice to weather you go or stay. Thats what i was always taught by mother

7/13/15, 12:07 PM

For you, perhaps. But not for me.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:08 PM

then i will find a way to get you home.

7/13/15, 12:08 PM

You'll have to talk to Gaia. She plans to keep me here for some time.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:09 PM

i talk her a lot as well. She sort grandmother to both literally and like a teacher

7/13/15, 12:10 PM

Unknown nods

Don't worry about me. Take care of yourself. If you really want to help, you can do things for me once you are Home.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:10 PM

sure.

7/13/15, 12:11 PM

First thing you should do after you nuzzle everyone is gallop and fly like the wind. That's what I plan to do. ☺

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:12 PM

same here. Also plan on spending time playing with my children,family,and friends

running through the fields of home

7/13/15, 12:14 PM

Unknown nods

Change of plans. I realized the list I keep is of beings that I have met. Since I have not met these people, I can't add them to the list.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:14 PM

ok its no prob

Ae'restees ran into him through this

MEET YOUR UNICORN MEDITATION

https://youtu.be/-CZlVcyr17c

he was surprised and thougfht funny

7/13/15, 12:15 PM

Unknown nods

lia thought extremely funny when i tried it

7/13/15, 12:16 PM

Tried what?

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:17 PM

the meditation 

7/13/15, 12:18 PM

Why did she think it was funny?

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:18 PM

to meet your unicorn

i don't it in the moment

Ifelt laughter coming from her and my ma'aten

7/13/15, 12:19 PM

You don't know why?

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:19 PM

no

could have been a joke my ma'aten told

she is witty that way

7/13/15, 12:20 PM

Illiane'thi says she thought it was funny because A) You are a unicorn and B ) Using a meditation guide to meet your own kin seems silly to her.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:20 PM

Well kulstor dug it up. All the rest of just wanted to see who would show up.

I also being silly too

7/13/15, 12:26 PM

Of course ☺

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:27 PM

😀

Time for a snack. Fresh grapes

7/13/15, 12:35 PM

☺

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:35 PM

Unknown sighs

I am lonely most of the time, sis. And I cry at least once a week these days...

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:39 PM

same here.

7/13/15, 12:39 PM

Unknown nods

Been trying to meet someone new through the various dating sites and apps. So far they have succeeded in confirming that humans make love too complicated. 😛

I don't like the stupid dance you have to do to attract someone. 😛

I much prefer the unicorn method.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:40 PM

I agree to much drama

7/13/15, 12:40 PM

Hope I didn't upset you with my talk about dying.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:41 PM

no 

7/13/15, 12:41 PM

Good

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:41 PM

this whole expierce i had in the hospital just showed how fragil human life is

7/13/15, 12:42 PM

Oh I forgot to say something about the possible two new unicorns you mentioned. If you meet any new ones, feel free to send them my way if you think I can do anything for them. I trust your judgement.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:42 PM

i will certainly send your way

7/13/15, 12:43 PM

I have a terrible record with unicorn otherkin, though, so you may want to think carefully about sending them to me. 😛

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:44 PM

ok the one the site is called darklight though i don't her real name. Esti helped answer some her question just i helped as much as i could

7/13/15, 12:46 PM

Unknown nods

It's weird. My behavior toward the unicorns of Home and the unicorns on Earth is exactly the same, yet the unicorns here get angry with me, while the unicorns at Home love me. It still confuses me.

Unknown • 7/13/15, 12:47 PM

I don't really understand it myself.

7/13/15, 12:49 PM

Unknown sighs

Of honor guards and protectors

Ahura Z - honorgaurd to greatmother, Defender of the realm, Teacher, thats what i seem to remember also that back home he did teach me some form of combat with which used to fight some sort creatures. Has one hell of sense of humor and loves like father. Very understanding. Can kick major butt only when he needs to. A wise diplomat able to help those find peace. One who deeply respected by alot of unicorn,angels and many others including great mother. I also seems remember alot more titles but he didn't care about them and did his duty still does here. Guess that what i did too back home as well .I always helped where i was needed and didn't care about titles and fame. GM called me the great protector . Well to me that means only that i did a good job and for me to continue to what i do best by help those around me. I get the feeling that this what Rashek's up to being a hero to many while not seeking fame or fortune. Sometimes it's best to do good from behind the stage so no knows what you did. Who needs fame when you know you've done the right thing. We all are heroes to those either back home or here. Continue to strive to do the right thing and those around you choose see what you are doing might be inspired to do the right thing. Simple kindness can lead to greater things

Friends and family are one in the same. Some times friends are more family then you will ever need

Co'senray My aunt
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Great Aunt: Ke'senray
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Sister: Co'senreha
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Brother: Co'shenthreha
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 mother: O'onthreha
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Illiane’thi -ma'aten
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 Father: Q'oostehwin
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Toolrah my grandson
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Great mother is my mother as well
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Ko'onthra Ka'shara which is me.
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Illi'nestie my son
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Erria'Nesti my forst daughter
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Raine my second daughter
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Bronzewing Best friend
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Kerria - my sister and best friend
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starwing - Best friend
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Sire'allia _ vanesse

mukhtara--miles

Qu'soolin brother-david drainville

uncle Reehae - I remember he used to let me ride on his back

 Ae'restees--- Friend

Aunt Shara who mates with great mother
Nerdra naga mate when i met in dream she tackled me and gave me large hug.

Annere'sha one my daughters an qu's mate they 100 kids together guess my bro's been busy ;)

Greenleaf my friend and mate we have 2 kids together
Blueleaf my friend and qu's mate they 4 children
Redflower my friend
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Istero visits

I had a wonderful surprise a last night .My great grand father Istrero visited me though he came form of a human though was totally confused like a new born babe who is trying to walk for the first time. I just went up to him and gave him the biggest hug i could give him which at first he was confused then he returned the hug. I even saw my grandmother don't know which one but she had kind likeness to her and she took of th guise of a human woman.She wore a green dress and had red hair.

Hok's poem

I know there alot negative thing said about this unicorn. I know he hurt alot of people. But even through all crap there still a tiny hint of goodness that's still there buried under all that crap. This is his poem. When i first awakened he helped me along with min and esti. Lot of others have helped along the way. Major unicorn who is a major part of my life here is Illiane'thi who as it turns out is my grand mother.

                                                    POEM: A Unicorn Is
Pain that Rents,
Hurt that Screams,
Ache that Consumes,
Anger that Changes,
Heart that Cares.

Shelter that Saves,
Truth that Teaches,
Right that Guides,
Change that Renews,
Strength that Moves.

Night that Comforts,
Light that Glows,
Life that Burns,
Love that Soars,
Play that Heals.
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Old things

I don't know sometimes I don't think I can do something.So rashek gave me a gift.Told me to focus and breath light

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
What was the gift?
Q'ouarin •
I don't know. Me seeing my parents as if I was there or a greater connection to home. Cause they were really surprised.

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
Ah
Q'ouarin •
they were laying down together then they their daughter but i also sensed hurt
oops see

Ko’onthra barker
Next time you go to the other side could check up on them please brother or Lia.

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
Your parents?
Q'ouarin •
yes
please

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
They're fine. They send there love and tell you not to worry.
*their love
Q'ouarin •
ty
they must really been surprised to see me lol "smiles"

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
They were. But they also wanted you to be there with them, which is why you felt pain.
Q'ouarin •
I too wanted to be there with them

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
They know.
Q'ouarin
So something like this will happen again?

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
Probably
Q'ouarin •
THis wasn't astral travel

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
No
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oh my sweet sister, dear little star shine! i am rashek. i sense great pain you.my ma'aten is trapped like you . iy it is not a  coincidence that you two should be brought together.  talk to my ma'aten. they understand. i do not know of this body, your human shell  . it is a concept i do not understand. but you are not alone. you burn with purpose, and reason for being here,  and i know human life can be horrible, it has for my ma'aten. but the nature of human is to grow. and i think it's finally growing/
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Message For Dylan / No City; Be Love And Light
I started by being Love and Light to continue my healing process. I did not have to do this for long; I have almost recovered from my failed romance with a human. I am even optimistic again that there may still be someone out there someday.

Great Mother approached. I had asked Illiane’thi to find her for me. A new unicorn otherkin on Earth has recently Awakened. The name she uses on Google+ is Dylan. Dylan sent me this message:

“Say next time you travel to the otherworld could see if there any messages for me please.”

Great Mother: Tell her to be brave and strong. Too many of her kind have run away because it is too painful living on Earth. Tell her not to do that. Tell her I am waiting for her, to speak with her when she can cross over.

I tried to visit the city Rashek took me to, with her and Illiane’thi, but I was not there for long. I followed Rashek off the sandstone ledge down onto one of the streets enclosed in a canopy of old trees. That was as far as we got before I was pulled up and out into space. A male voice said the city could wait; I needed to continue being Love and Light.

I spent the remainder of this session being Love and Light in the company of Rashek and Illiane’thi.


ou are the bringer / bearer of life. You bring life to those who are lost.
That's all I have for you for the moment. *nuzzles*


I have more for you from Great Mother.
Tell her she needs to come talk to me directly.
I asked her to give you something to keep you going until you can.
Tell her she will be great if she does not allow herself to fall.
Then she told me once again to tell you to come talk to her yourself.
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Old posts

Dylan's Unicorn Name / Visit To The City Completed
I began by practicing Love and Light today, but that did not last long. Illiane’thi wanted my attention and we spent some intimate time together. Rashek showed up and we three discussed Dylan’s unicorn name. Rashek knows what her name means, and she passed that on to Illiane’thi. Illiane’thi then spoke the unicorn word until I understood it. Dylan’s unicorn name is Ko’onthra.

Ko’onthra means “dawn of a new day,” though it’s more than that. Ko’onthra’s name refers to one who has the ability to help things begin anew, with a fresh start just like a new day. As I have mentioned in the past, unicorn language is variable, but this is the word Illiane’thi and I use, and I hope it helps Ko’onthra.

My vision on the Other Side has been strong today, so we took advantage of it to finish visiting the city Rashek took me to a while ago. We moved quickly down the street to the central area. A two story, white building was in an opening among the trees. It was as large as a city block and was surrounding by a grassy park. While we waited for someone to come greet us, I worked on being Light at Rashek and Illiane’thi’s suggestion. They wanted me to focus on Light, not Love, and it did not take long for me to realize they are one and the same.

After a bit, our greeter arrived. The person did not have a body. They were purely energy and white Light. Others were with them, but this one individual approached and touched me. They were warm, and we talked.

Keep working on being what you came there to do.

“I am. I’m doing it right now.”

Be one with the humans. Get to know them. Spend time with them. Walk with them.

“I’m doing that, too. Slowly. This is a beautiful city you have here. Are the other people like you?”

Not all of them. Some are physical.

So this city is an example of physical and energy beings living together in harmony. I imagined Earth being that way some day.

“Can you help the others [on Earth]?”

Most of them are beyond our help.

“Can you help Ko’onthra?”

She is open, yes.

“Minania?”

Yes.

“Roam?”

She does not need our help.

“Utarinsyis?”

She is working on it, like you.

I thanked them and they retreated into the building. Illiane’thi, Rashek, and I returned Home, where we were greeted warmly by our kin. During my talk with the energy being, I had the sense that Passion / Fire and Korruna were listening in…

We were!

Favorite pics and the ones from the ocean are the ones i took

Contact with my mates and friends

I recently had a few of my fairy best friends come to visit me. Greenleaf , Redflower,Blueleaf ,Neredra my naga friend and mate. Also made contact with another best friend Annere'sha who is also qu's mate. We also had shared our essence with them. Greenleaf is also mate and lover.

Kevin Rudolf - Let It Rock (Lyrics) one my favorite songs

Major Meeting

I found myself at meeting of several major power on the fate of this world. Great Mother had invited me to this meeting about the coming events. I also wonder why shinia and ahura were not there and Great Mother told thier mission was on earth. That great mother has stepped on some sort of anti personnel mine either here on some other earth though she was fine and was healing. I met someone from the unicorn collective a group of unicorns who are a council of sorts. The We people were there too as were many others who had stake in humanity's survival. Mother wouldn't go into detail how she stepped on the stupid thing. I looked into a possible future for humanity well there two futures one where they are a great space faring civilization and another where they had just rebuilt themselves which will take several hundreds of years to do. Now gm's message " Hello everyone I hope all is well I've been busy for quite awhile. I hope you are well. I'm proud all of my friends on earth which continue to help others though some continue to get distracted from the main goal. I can't really say when it could now or several years in the future but they're a great cataclysm weather its self inflicted or not though it or could be more self inflicted than the later. It has gotten all those who are involved with protecting or hindering humanity involved never before have we worked together to try and help humanity. But ofcourse all our efforts will be for nought if the humans of this earth ignore our offer of help. I'm off to another meeting with another bunch of people. Fairwell for now".

Great Mother called me the Great protector the who protects the down trodden from harm and uses whatever means necessary to get the job done.

A message from great mother

well tonight is going to be very busy cause great mother is going to be there and she is going to explain things to you. She also did say that if she isn't there in time that you are indeed her guide referring to the one you just met recently child. Sorry i'm talking through ko things have been very hectic over on this side of things a great change is on its way weather the humans like it or not. Its coming. It will happen. My honor guard ahura z is just one of my trusted friends though at times he calls me goddess which i don't think i deserve and many of my children only see me as mother which makes me happy . If you need guidance then seek ahura out he can help you as can lia's daughter. Though with ahura understand he works with angels and is in their hierarchy with rules and laws . Some unicorns have chosen that path and some choose like you and ko ,zami,qu and others to live free and explore. I believe in freedom above all and i don't want that taken away from my children. I want you min to act as her guide .Be there for her and protect her through the troubled times ahead. Things are about get bad . Some face great change in their lives while others like ko things will get easier for them know that i will be watching. Also if you tell ahura that I do that he makes me so proud and his dedication to duty will make all those serving under him proud. He is a testament to those who serve in my honor. I don't at times understand why i need such a guard but the angels said was a good thing. No idea why . I can take care of myself. I'll be watching over all of you . If you need me call out to me. Know that it might take a little time but i will come.

A message from Rashek

this had been an incredibly hard year for you maaten. so had that our connection is faint. even though you can still hear me. i love you beyond measure and treasure you beyond your diamonds. this pain….this overwhelming pain yo feel…that is the worlds pain/ you feel every in justice done to you and the world and it can be overwhelming and hopeless. you mUST be strong, especially now. a change is coming, and it is coming soon. i look into your future and i se a monarch on the throne who will be hated at first but lead the country to great things. i don’t see a buffoon spouting hot air. i see you leading the charge, full of your righteous fury that made many fear you in the past. i give back to you an olf name: storm bringer, the bringer of necessary chaos. you refuse to have things as they are because you will not and cannot tolerate injustice in any form. you refuse to see those hurt and kicked around be treated like that forever. the old proverb says, anger not the storm lest they reign curses upon you. you are more powerful even than that hokolnta, as puffed up as a leader he claims to be. this is why you clashed. he was intimidated.you refused to play his game. i am proud of you maaten. you have survived so many hardships. it is i who make your attempt fail. the world needs you. don’t kill yourself and deprive the world and yourself of learning."

Never give up

Never give up even when the odds are stacked against you. We all have strong wills and can accomplish anything we set our minds. Always keep moving forward and learn from your past mistakes. Remember there is wisdom in others. Learn from others mistakes.

Andy Grammer - Honey, I'm Good (with lyrics)

Derezzed (NTEIBINT Remix) - Daft Punk - Tron: Legacy. This song resonates with the core my being

Rants

Seems like i always betray someone without even trying. I'm starting to be really good at it. Cause i don't even know how I do it in the first place but i'm guilty anyways. I'm always guilty of everything. Oh hey ko its your fault that i got into fight with so and so. Its your fault the seas are being poisoned. My life so much easier when i wasn't awakened then i start having these dreams and i don't know what fuck is going on. Then poof finding out that i'm a unicorn and that family on the other side has been looking for me. Maybe it would have been better if i never found them in the first place. You i never knew about arilin and tispir till met arilin on the grove after hok tossed me aside so much garbage then i say one thing wrong or I'm completely unaware of all the bs being said behind my back .

You know most of the time arilin started ranting me i have absolutely no idea why. Fuck i was playing fucking and minding my own business and he starts ranting about being betrayed and i don't even know why. For fuck sacks when he needed someone to rant to i dropped everything just to help him out. Hell i even lowered my guard around him. My first big mistake and i got hurt from that. I'm so tired of all this high school crap. Ever since waking up here all I've known is pain and misery weather i caused it or arilin blaming for something i don't much about. Or private conversations that should have remained private somehow got shown to other parties and someone gets hurt. I should never have left my shell , my fortress of solitude which i'm going back into. All i'm going to do is play my games and that it. Talk to those i consider family and those who are my friends. To those who don't want me around I really do hope you find peace in this life and the next. i promise no more drama.

Friends

Grumbug and his wife are both good friends of mine.
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Starwing
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Bronzewing
many others that i can't remember

Choices

Our choices and actions define who we are, Not race, not what you are born as. Just be you and don't let others define who you are.

Lesson from Illiane'thi

a shard is like a tiny sliver of your core being. When you give it to another they take it into themselves and part of them becomes you and vice versa. Which is why aja can no be rid of that part of her who me and I can no more be rid of the part of her who is in me. As for connection I feel what any of my shards feel and vise versa . It is the deepest connection one can ever have. It is gift that one has to consider because you will forever be connected to that person. Never give it to someone that you are likely not to get along with cause you are and will always be connected. This is a connection that can't be broken.
 you can be in multiple places at once you even create multiple shards of yourself and have them merge with others. It also broadens what you learn and feel. Also allows your shards to become their own unicorns with their personalities. There is no limit in what you can do.
We are the next generation of elders. We can exist in multiple places or dimensions at once it more about focusing on the place.
One last message" Remember to seek peace and love. Be lover in others do not seek revenge as that will corrupt the person you are. There are other ways to seek vengeance if that what you want. Another way is to live better than they do. Seek out those who have wisdom and always ask questions. Be Careful there are those out there seek to mislead you or are unaware of their own misconceptions. Also on another note anyone seems to think that i'm merging with this person or that person . I may have let them use a shard but i will never let my core being be merged with anyone nor will give up my family to pursue some idiotic quest for knowledge. Be at peace everyone."

Past lives

In many past lives fought in various wars. I've in alot of them and in this life I almost joined up. Probably wouldn't have awoken and possibly could have died . After all this i'm left to wonder what was the point of all these wars and what was gained by killing each other. Learning about many of  the past lives I had were not my own. Thus were shared experiences.

Past live

I just remember one of my past lives.The last thing i remember that i would never see my mom again. The last sound i heard before i passed on was the sound of the huey medivac taking off. I was a radio man and i had got hit they call the medivac in.

Evanescence-My Immortal lyrics

Learning

When you crossover you have choice of what you want to do or be. Everything is choice and learning to better yourself. You never stop learning new things, Some religions do have a lot of pros but also have alot of cons too. Like punishment after death because you didn't worship god or another. This idea so absurd to me. Back home we unicorn don't bow to any gods or kings. The very idea is insulting. We embrace freedom but we do have our leaders and every corn choose their leader we all agree or we don't. Humans still have long way to go before they can transcend the dimensional barriers. One wonder if they will ever make it without blowing themselves up or maybe some aliens are helping stop them from ending all life here.