Good luck with him. Roam was at it for hours last night. He doesn't get it. I am worried about him.
yeah i tried to help him last time hokolntha messed him up badly.
He keeps coming back to how he got it all wrong and he's a prisoner here in a hell world. And some origin soul screwed him.
I didn't know. How so?
well he was all fine when i met him then he ran into hok and I guess he tried to rush him or called into question his believes by calling them false or something like this.
he even doubted his mate mirabelle what she accepts as what he can call her. I could feel the raw pain coming from her as i channeled her. She asking him why he doubted that she existed.
Oh lord. When are these kids going to learn not to trust Hok?
well he has two more on his plate abigail and tine polluck. One is multisouled being and the other is a recently awakened or partly awakened unicorn who lives in germany.
Some people just need to learn the hard way I guess and he goes for the vulnerable folks. Smh poor souls. Hope they aren't burned as badly.
They'll survive. We all do.
I warn abigail though i think tine doesn't understand alot of english cause i remember hok saying was having a hard time understanding her though when i spoke with her. Her english was just fine.
oops i guess goofed my my post a bit. Let me rephrase it. Tine polluck understands english but hokolntha believed at the time her english was poor. Maybe she saw what he was.
I do have a question. What kind of unicorn is Hokolntha? What was he before he came here?
I don't know. I only know what he says which may or may not be true. Why do you wish to know?
just curious is all
I've had positive reaction with both of his mates
illiane'thi and rashek both awesome mares
They are.
I don't go probing into his past tho. Not my business. He is what he is now. That's the one that matters.
no i won't go into his past as isn't any of my concern.
just trying to understand why he hurts so many in his path
I suppose if any of this is real, I am glad I not a unicorn from this realm. I have no desire to go home with him when I die.
That is a good question. And for me a dangerous one
oh its real. The things I've seen and felt are real. Feeling the energy of a forest for the first time was amazing. Not me but my friend too
I think maybe he from a different place or time
Maybe. Idk. What you call home is lovely. I just won't follow him as a leader or live where that's required of me.
The problem with trying to understand his past is its really tempting to try and fix him and that is a huge mistake. Only he can fix him.
everything i've learned about home is everything resolves around choice. There is no high unicorn or anything of the sort. If there is a leader everyone chooses for them to be leader.
wendy's spirit guide said something about him giving up leadership or something like that.
Yeah. Currently not interested in hanging out the with the group that voted him in. I know some groups make the weakest member leader so they grow but I just have trouble wrapping my head around that choice.
He does that. Every time he counts himself. They he goes back to it.
Doubt's*
I think the way ma'aten said it was that at home there are those who live in the main sactuary and there other glories that make thier homes off the beaten path or small family groups that live with other races.
Eh. I don't worry about it. I get there when I get there.
true. We have other things to fill our plates with on this world.
Exactly
but it also helps when family from home visits from time to time. To let me know that they are there they will tug at my shirt or a gentle nuzzle to the face.
Whatever works. I am glad you have what comforts you. I see two unicorns infrequently. The first I don't understand my relationship with and the second is my mate.
thats cool. Can't physically see them.more like feel thier presense
Yeah. I don't see them either exactly.
More like what you said.
i mean sometimes i do get flashes of what they look like. Like once i wondered what i look like and poof staring right back in the mirror was a unicorn with the deepest baby blue eyes you could see. I was greyish with a lomng pinkish mane. I also had wings. This lasted for about half a minute. And another time i was able to see my parsent as if i was standing in front of them. Both were extremely surprised as they could see me as well. Then i felt an overwhemlming sense of hurt come from them.
Makes sense. I have had flashes too.
cool
see you
Ttyl at work so the response are intermittent.
np
have a good day
I will :) you too.
ty ?
good night
Night. Early bedtime for you?
no i was just overcome with a suddenly becoming tired.
just woke up
Hrrm. I'm getting overcome with that right now myself. it was a really long day
i can relate
Nighty night
good night
hiya ?
Hey. How are you feeling?
feeling much better but still useing crutches to move around. have to get used walking again
how have you been?
Okies. Life rolls on much the same.
I am sure mobility is a relief, even if it is limited
it is. better than being bound to bed in the hospital and eating food that tastes like card board
its good hear that life going well for you.
I am sure it was a bummer. Seemed to hit out of the blue and very hard.
very true. It felt like i was going to pass out so i called 911 and the people i gave rides too dropped me like a bad habit
Ouch. Well they say you find out who your friends are when things get tough. I am sorry that you were left behind like that.
very true. Illiane'thi was there for me as well as my unicorn family who helped me through it. My human grandmother also visited too
Nice. Usually family can be trusted to fall back on :)
very true there
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Here in case you need a smile.
thanks sis
Voltaire- USS Make Shit Up- LyricsVoltaire- USS Make Shit Up- Lyrics
Voltaire- USS Make Shit Up- Lyrics: https://youtu.be/4bBD5yyT-s0
There we go.
hehe
thanks for the smile and laughter
Np
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gn
Nighty night
The Last Goodbye- Billy Boyd- Lyric video.The Last Goodbye- Billy Boyd- Lyric video.
https://youtu.be/r4j_kCQ4f2Q
good song
It is. The lyrics are familiar but I don't know why.
cause its from the movie the hobbit the battle of the 5 armies
Ah. That'd be it. Only watched it once.
still it was good movie
Not sure I can agree with that. To me it was passable by comparison to the other Hobbit movies.
well i mean i did enjoy it.
good night
Night night.
hello sis
Hey how are you?
doing good though it seems back home the unicorns are tring to put togeher a republic.
aslo hokolntha turned on roam
I am sorry to hear it. Some things never change.
very true
hokky stepped down as leader of some of corns back home.
He does that too. Give it a week or two.
You ok?
I'm doing good
though he did get upset about me not being around. Though can say starting to get tired of his royal highness. He shows all the signs of being bipolar.
I'd agree.
oh well what can you do
Nothing. It's his life. Roam knows that too. She'll be ok. And he will have himself, for better or worse.
true its his path. Gm is still going to help guide the big lug give a good swift kick in the ass if he needs it
I have absolutely no idea what he needs. And I'm very glad it's none of my business anymore.
I think its getting to the point he is just going block me again. After that i want no part of him anymore.
It wouldn't surprise me. I'm sorry. I think in some ways knowing him was a lesson in what I don't want in a friend or a partner. I wish I could say something positive about the experience but really it just served as a warning of what to watch out for.
Well at least he helped in my time of need and helped me get stronger connection to home. That preaty much all the good he ever did
That is something. It is ok to be grateful for that. I am grateful because I needed to figure out what my boundaries were and by being involved with a person who did not respect boundaries, I learned something about how to set them and define them. I respect that. I don't owe him for it though, not in any sense. I respect his personess and pain but I don't have to like him or walk with him on the journey.
very true
Is Roam getting settled in her new place at all?
Don't know? Ican ask her?
I just was curious if she had mentioned it. I know she's been going through a lot lately with her family. I can poke her.
shes online
though poking her might tickle her
bad joke
Lol. I recognize it
hehe
qu can mke people laugh more than ican
You try. And you do a good job
true
seems great mother leader of all the unicorns now.
they voted her in
Fair enough. Idk why they need one but I don't really feel I have a stake there
no idea her idea
I think it was to unite all our peoples.
Be well Ko. :)
you too sis
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Thursday, August 29, 2019
Sunday, August 18, 2019
Dreams
Had another dream visit from Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash, and Twilight though for some odd reason i ran away from them for some reason. When I came back asked some person where they were and I missed being able to talk to them. I cried in dream. Within the that same dream i had a memory. Something had happened between Rarity and me. I was heart broken so I ran into apple Jacks old barn in her back lot. Ran around a hay bale,created a shield but i made so no pony could see me and I cried . Twilight was able to get past my shield and was there when i needed her. Turned out to be a misunderstanding though i believe it was the first time I told rarity of my feelings for her. I another dream visit Twilight visited me with a few friends but then I felt they were in danger so i teleported them all to safety. I felt sad that couldn't at least be able to have just some time with them as they really can't visit me all the time.
Saturday, August 10, 2019
Inner Unicorn Pathwork by Stephanine Small
Inner Unicorn Pathwork by Stephanine Small
This is a way of going through a creative visualization technique to a beautiful place to find your special unicorn guide. First, find a place to relax, somewhere in nature is preferable. Now, it is best to go through the grounding ritual I just mentioned. Let your mind drift without focusing on any particular subject. Now, visualize yourself walking along the path. Examine the path and make sure you notice any plants, rocks, ect along the way. Stop for a moment along the way and just come to understand where you are along the path.
Now, set your sights forward. Imagine the entryway to your unicorn's sanctuary. It can be a castle, gate, archway or whatever you believe it to be. Take a moment to examine the entryway. Do you need a key? Is it open? Is there light around it? Now, if necessary, pull a key whatever you would need to enter the sanctuary (you might not need to do this if your unicorn is not behind locked doors).
Now, step through the entryway to your unicorn's sanctuary. Examine this sanctuary....what does it look like...are there plants, rocks, trees, magical lights, fires? First, just look around and imagine this place in great detail. Know that this place is safe, pure and a place of learning. Now, when you feel this place is ready....allow your unicorn to approach you.
Pay particular attention to how the unicorn approaches you. Does it come out in a flourish of light, water, fire? Does it emerge from stone? Does it rise from the water or step from the trees and foliage? Allow the unicorn to come close. What does your unicorn look like? Is it a special breed? What color is the unicorn? What does its horn look like? Don't make any decisions about the unicorn though, just observe.
Now, allow the unicorn to come close and touch your forehead with its horn. Understand that the unicorn now speaks to you. Allow the unicorn to bond with you. Does it teach you? Can you ask it questions? What does you unicorn want you to learn? When your time here is complete. Thank the unicorn for its time. Recognize its power. If you know its name, address it and thank it. Now, you may leave once again from the sanctuary. Walk through the entryway and go back to the trail. As you walk back down the trail and away from the sanctuary, let yourself rise back to consciousness and open your eyes.
Its a good idea to write down some ideas once this has occurred. Record descriptions of what the sanctuary, path, unicorn and surroundings looked like.
Ways to Attract Unicorns
Dance! Infuse yourself with awe and wonder. Don't sneak or hide, but be unobtrusive. Look for them in wild places, flower meadows, woods, forests, waterfalls, apple and cedar trees, near wild holly (July 8-August 4) and near wild strawberries during the full moon. They are drawn by beautiful dragonflies, butterflies, swans, peacocks and colorful beetles. Use this as an opportunity for shapeshifting if you know how.
This is a way of going through a creative visualization technique to a beautiful place to find your special unicorn guide. First, find a place to relax, somewhere in nature is preferable. Now, it is best to go through the grounding ritual I just mentioned. Let your mind drift without focusing on any particular subject. Now, visualize yourself walking along the path. Examine the path and make sure you notice any plants, rocks, ect along the way. Stop for a moment along the way and just come to understand where you are along the path.
Now, set your sights forward. Imagine the entryway to your unicorn's sanctuary. It can be a castle, gate, archway or whatever you believe it to be. Take a moment to examine the entryway. Do you need a key? Is it open? Is there light around it? Now, if necessary, pull a key whatever you would need to enter the sanctuary (you might not need to do this if your unicorn is not behind locked doors).
Now, step through the entryway to your unicorn's sanctuary. Examine this sanctuary....what does it look like...are there plants, rocks, trees, magical lights, fires? First, just look around and imagine this place in great detail. Know that this place is safe, pure and a place of learning. Now, when you feel this place is ready....allow your unicorn to approach you.
Pay particular attention to how the unicorn approaches you. Does it come out in a flourish of light, water, fire? Does it emerge from stone? Does it rise from the water or step from the trees and foliage? Allow the unicorn to come close. What does your unicorn look like? Is it a special breed? What color is the unicorn? What does its horn look like? Don't make any decisions about the unicorn though, just observe.
Now, allow the unicorn to come close and touch your forehead with its horn. Understand that the unicorn now speaks to you. Allow the unicorn to bond with you. Does it teach you? Can you ask it questions? What does you unicorn want you to learn? When your time here is complete. Thank the unicorn for its time. Recognize its power. If you know its name, address it and thank it. Now, you may leave once again from the sanctuary. Walk through the entryway and go back to the trail. As you walk back down the trail and away from the sanctuary, let yourself rise back to consciousness and open your eyes.
Its a good idea to write down some ideas once this has occurred. Record descriptions of what the sanctuary, path, unicorn and surroundings looked like.
Ways to Attract Unicorns
Dance! Infuse yourself with awe and wonder. Don't sneak or hide, but be unobtrusive. Look for them in wild places, flower meadows, woods, forests, waterfalls, apple and cedar trees, near wild holly (July 8-August 4) and near wild strawberries during the full moon. They are drawn by beautiful dragonflies, butterflies, swans, peacocks and colorful beetles. Use this as an opportunity for shapeshifting if you know how.
Raising Unicorn Magic by Stephanie Small
Raising Unicorn Magic by Stephanie Small This has helped me so much.
Rituals can be great, but you need to ground yourself before you do it. It makes sure you are open to energy, not using all of your own and not wearing yourself out. Its important to ground yourself because it relaxes and focuses you. You draw on the earthy energies that way rather than you own so you don’t get tired, worn out, sick or frustrated. Unicorn energies seem to be best for healing and protection spells, but it really depends on the aspect of unicorn you are calling on. This grounding works best for me while standing because I am already straight. Its good to practice your rituals while walking, laying or sitting as well. However, for now, you can try it in whatever position is most comfortable.
Imagine a cord extending from the base of your spine into the center of the earth (or a tail from your rear going straight down. Sit up straight along this cord. Breathe from the diaphragm and your stomach (like you’re going to sing).Allow energy to flow from the earth through your center up through you heart and out your forehead spiraling up into a single horn up to the heavens.
Do this for a moment then:
Now, imagine your spine channeling that spiraling energy. Imagine your feet as hooves, I like to think of them as sharp, cloven hooves digging into the soil and sinking in a little. I sometimes imaging feathering along the legs that blends down into the energies of the earth. Then sink into yourself and allow the magic of the unicorn to descend into the earth's magics. The spiral is a very sacred symbol and movement. You can spiral your energy down into the earth, or you can descend down with the solid straight energy of a different unicorn breed.
Allow your hooves to move through the dirt, feel the dirt hold you aloft. Then your energy moves through the caves beneath the dirt, feel the air in the caves blow through you, energizing you…then you feel yourself drawing further down, to the water that runs through the caves. Feel the water flow through you…then you move to the very center where the great boiling center of the earth is…fire. Feel the fire blaze into you. Draw on all the elements of the earth to feed your roots. Let it flow from you feet up…up…up. Now you draw power up from the earth with each breath. Pull onto each of the elements…earth, air, water and fire. Feel the energy rising up through your spine. Feel yourself becoming more alive with each breath.
Feel the energy moving up through your body. Imagine great, sweeping wings that move out from your shoulders, then move back down gracing the earth. See your horn spiraling the energy out of your forehead and towards the sky. Feel the power burst from the horn on your head, and the power sweeping back down to the earth creating a cycle, and returning to its source. Feel your wings and the energy of the earth intertwine with the energies around you and the auras that surround you. You can now tap this energy.
Now, after you have raised all of this energy and used it for your ritual, there is still a great deal of power racing through you. Every time power is raised, it must be earthed. Earthing is another form of grounding. If this is not done, the force you feel as vitalizing energy turns into tension and irritability. In the final step before opening the circle we ground all excess energy. A good place to send it to is back to the Earth. Here is how:
Sit or lie on the ground and relax. Place your palms flat on the ground or just lie flat on the ground (floor). Keep what energy you need and let the rest sink through you into the Earth. Imagine the energy flowing down into the ground. Relax, and let the energy flow out of you- -deep into the earth from whence it came. Relax and let yourself drift peacefully.
Rituals can be great, but you need to ground yourself before you do it. It makes sure you are open to energy, not using all of your own and not wearing yourself out. Its important to ground yourself because it relaxes and focuses you. You draw on the earthy energies that way rather than you own so you don’t get tired, worn out, sick or frustrated. Unicorn energies seem to be best for healing and protection spells, but it really depends on the aspect of unicorn you are calling on. This grounding works best for me while standing because I am already straight. Its good to practice your rituals while walking, laying or sitting as well. However, for now, you can try it in whatever position is most comfortable.
Imagine a cord extending from the base of your spine into the center of the earth (or a tail from your rear going straight down. Sit up straight along this cord. Breathe from the diaphragm and your stomach (like you’re going to sing).Allow energy to flow from the earth through your center up through you heart and out your forehead spiraling up into a single horn up to the heavens.
Do this for a moment then:
Now, imagine your spine channeling that spiraling energy. Imagine your feet as hooves, I like to think of them as sharp, cloven hooves digging into the soil and sinking in a little. I sometimes imaging feathering along the legs that blends down into the energies of the earth. Then sink into yourself and allow the magic of the unicorn to descend into the earth's magics. The spiral is a very sacred symbol and movement. You can spiral your energy down into the earth, or you can descend down with the solid straight energy of a different unicorn breed.
Allow your hooves to move through the dirt, feel the dirt hold you aloft. Then your energy moves through the caves beneath the dirt, feel the air in the caves blow through you, energizing you…then you feel yourself drawing further down, to the water that runs through the caves. Feel the water flow through you…then you move to the very center where the great boiling center of the earth is…fire. Feel the fire blaze into you. Draw on all the elements of the earth to feed your roots. Let it flow from you feet up…up…up. Now you draw power up from the earth with each breath. Pull onto each of the elements…earth, air, water and fire. Feel the energy rising up through your spine. Feel yourself becoming more alive with each breath.
Feel the energy moving up through your body. Imagine great, sweeping wings that move out from your shoulders, then move back down gracing the earth. See your horn spiraling the energy out of your forehead and towards the sky. Feel the power burst from the horn on your head, and the power sweeping back down to the earth creating a cycle, and returning to its source. Feel your wings and the energy of the earth intertwine with the energies around you and the auras that surround you. You can now tap this energy.
Now, after you have raised all of this energy and used it for your ritual, there is still a great deal of power racing through you. Every time power is raised, it must be earthed. Earthing is another form of grounding. If this is not done, the force you feel as vitalizing energy turns into tension and irritability. In the final step before opening the circle we ground all excess energy. A good place to send it to is back to the Earth. Here is how:
Sit or lie on the ground and relax. Place your palms flat on the ground or just lie flat on the ground (floor). Keep what energy you need and let the rest sink through you into the Earth. Imagine the energy flowing down into the ground. Relax, and let the energy flow out of you- -deep into the earth from whence it came. Relax and let yourself drift peacefully.
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