Sunday, September 29, 2019

My journeys thus far

I've grown as a person while i've been here though its just hard. I miss home and my family. Sometimes i don't think i'll ever see them again or that they are even real. I suffer in silence.

Dreams and memories

Thus far my memories that have come back I've been a medicine man in another past life, Rescued unicorns from humans they had curved horns, Saved ponies from a collapsing bridge using my magic.

Thursday, September 26, 2019

Memories

Had a memory pop in a few nights back of me saving unicorns who were sold into slavery following the great hunts. I infiltrated a human village that i had previously went into before disguised as a human. Ended free all the unicorns in town and on the way one of them had an injured leg which i instantly healed. The unicorns had curved horns. They were treating our brothers and sisters as beasts of burden and often working them to death.



Another memory I had was me using my magic to save people while stopping bridge from collapsing.

Friday, September 20, 2019

Spirit visit

Had a friend of mine spirit visit me today Her name is Spring Breeze. She strong of heart and a loyal friend. Tells it like it is. She a unicorn who was born in ponyville but grew in canterlot. We used get into so much trouble together . Her Sister also visited Summer Breeze.

Tuesday, September 10, 2019

Family and friends

Audra      Vera"oosh and Nera'oosh   OOshnel sister

E'Creta

Ooo'staneth means Keeper of Dreams

Sartan: qu kid



Eunue'thee fairy que

Ishnael- son?

Anar'Renshen this my mates name
narri elder sis
Eritoosh elder sis
Narrioosh elder sister
A'non Ronshoon- means bringer of light. This is my elven name.

Queen Athena of the mermaiads thats who i was.

princess mi'amore cadenza

my fairy name is Lightwind

Twilight Velvet and Night Light
E'coota

 Bow Hothoof and Windy Whistles

Cascade merpony friend

Acrylic storm

wild flower                                                 Iron Plate son of Iron Hoof

torch wood

Cedar wood

Princess Essence

Charcoal Stormwood
 Istoro - hind
Toe-Tapper
 ?Torch Song

 female named Raynebow and a foal called Silver Bullet

Ulysses

Alehembria

Tutti Frutti


Oosh'nana

Sandy Grove  and Sandle Wood

OOsta' Nath

OOda'oonaka'ooda

Arinaroho sister

dimensional Rift

Origins and the past

Canterlot was a summer palace and the silent grove is a part of that.We were born there and for a time we lived there. We lived there for few hundred years we were still very young and we didn't our cutie marks. We were being tortured in magic studies by starswirl the bearded. We learn history from our other tutors Sandy grove. We often visit the castle of the pony sisters to visit our my moms but up asn till a point mom wanted to keep all us away dawn light and Emerald night were not allowed to go there as something bad was happening to luna. Weird laughter could be heard we were frightened. All of us were huddling together when mom burst and teleported us away. She didn't even give us all us a chance to say goodbye. It was later we found out the our aunt luna was banished to the moon. Emerald and dawn were devastated as were the three off us sunset,me,candace. We all cried mother came to the sanctuary and let stay there. Told us it wasn't safe to return. Sandy came to live there with her family and Star swirl came there as well father and our elder sisters were always there when we needed them. Eventually we did move past and it was painful.I'm still sort used to using the royal speak so if i sound strange it use the of this language. We all got our light names from greatmother if were to stay among our cousins and others here we were still different.We got out cutie marks in the sanctuary with its advanced studies Starswirl came one last time and never returned told us that we would not see him again and that he would see us again one. Even to this day I don't really like Ko'onthra it was given to me. Father insists that it is a proper unicorn name but i also told we are equestrians . He thought it was cute was arguing with Mom would visit when she could it seems like every day there were injustices. Both me and emerald joined the protectors or in english sentinels though not really its name. Mother was angry we joined them without her permission but i told her i was old enough to make my own choices to which she relented. Sunset has grown distant and mother is going to take her back to canterlot. I visited home for abit I found our home in the other castle had been destroyed.Me and brother were visiting home on leave as our time is not our own. Cadence moved to the summer palace to live with mom and sunny. Dawn light is still in the sanctuary. I was told she came home for brief time only to her mom in the moon and the pain was too much. It still hurts to look up at the moon and know my aunt and mom is a corrupted being if emerald and I were what are now we would have destroyed without a second glance. Both of us feel like we are living weapons and we don't want this power anymore the training will remain. After this event my future self told. I know the protectors will not exist much longer and we will be free to return home. 

Books of the past

Magics of the Source- Its a book on advanced healing magic useing source magis to better heal someone useing there own energy to do it.Another way of healing the Healer uses a harmonic scan of the person spiritual self in which the being fully whole and is completely healthy and is able to use that as template to heal the person phsically. Even replacement of missing limbs is an easy affair.


Though clear quartz crystal can work like that tool given a enough time and energy poured into it. Useing the tip you just focus on the crystal or rock to change the latices. The Lemurian shaping crystals to do that and the clear quatz should do though its not as effective but it should work.It what i learned from them when i studied there before coming here.



student of many master through many realms. From atlantis to the Elves of the silver wind.

Tuesday, September 3, 2019

Tough thinking

I'm a failure at almost everything i do. I just don't often think that i can go on. But i do it anyways.