Wednesday, September 16, 2015

Code of Dinotopia. There is wisdom even here

1 - One raindrop raises the sea.
2 - Survival of all or none
3 - Weapons are enemies, even to their owners
4 -  Give more - take less
5  - Others first - self last
6 -  Observe, listen and learn
7 -  Do one thing at a time
8 - Sing every day
9 - Exercise imagination
10 - Eat to live, don't live to eat
11 - FIND THE LIGHT

Survival of all or none.
We must have the determination to survive and understand that our survival and our ability to prosper is dependent on the Survival of ALL! The destruction of any, destroys a part of ourselves.


One raindrop raises the sea.
We are each a raindrop! Knowing that we all must survive, gives us Hope! Many thousands of computer programmers contributed one raindrop of computer code that all came together to create the sea of knowledge that we now call the Internet. That hope must never quit! We need to have faith that our efforts really count. "One raindrop raises the sea" is a sign to us that our effort can make a difference to the whole world!

Oikos Thot: Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.


Weapons are enemies, even to their owners.
Weapons come in many forms, an unkind word, a lie, an action taken in greed, these are all weapons we use against our human brothers and sisters throughout the world. Bombs, guns, knives are all designed to hurt and kill - they are our enemies.

Oikos Thot: They will beat their swords into plowshares and their spears into pruning hooks. Nation will not take up sword against nation, nor will they train for war anymore.



G.O.O.D.
The first letters of the next four codes spell out "G.O.O.D." In everyone there is G.O.O.D. - even in ourselves. We need to train ourselves to see that G.O.O.D. and to relate to the world around us. These four codes help us to relate!

The Fourth and Fifth codes tell us how to deal with others.

The Sixth and Seventh codes tell us how to relate to our world.

Oikos Thot: God saw all that he had made, and it was very G.O.O.D. ... Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with G.O.O.D.


Give more, take less. 
Researchers tell us that real giving, giving because we want to give, is something that we actually do for ourselves. It had hundreds of health benefits. In fact, trying to take all you can is the fastest way to an early grave! If you become a robber - you may be shot! Even if you get away with your greed, you will not be able to really enjoy what you have.

The richest people in the world are those who have found the art and joy of giving.

Build a better mouse trap and the world will beat a path to your door! The reason is because in building the better mouse trap, you are meeting their need, giving them a solution to their problem. True riches only come through giving ourselves.

Oikos Thot: 'It is more blessed to give than to receive.'


Others first, self last. 

Did you ever wonder why the word "good" is so much like the word "God"? There was a time when they meant the same thing. Good speed or God speed, to send a person on their way with the best possible terms.

Oikos Thot: Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is G.O.O.D. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves.


Observe, listen and learn. 
You should learn something new every day. In fact, when you stop learning, you are dead!

Remember, if you would learn, first you must listen.

Oikos Thot: Our people must learn to devote themselves to doing what is G.O.O.D., in order that they may provide for daily necessities and not live unproductive lives.


Do one thing at a time. 

After you have learned, the Seventh code reminds us to pay attention to the now, the moment in which you live. Do one thing at a time.

I remember a man that people used to laugh at... Each day, on the way home from work, he would stop at the river and select a few flat stones about a foot to 18 inches around. He would put these in his trunk and take them home. On Saturday he would cement these onto the other stones he had gathered and placed in what he called his home and and place to worship. Each Sunday, if you drove by you would see him. He appeared to be praying in the middle of a field of weeds! The weeds hid the very short stone walls.

Little by little, over a number of years, the walls grew taller until he had a place to live and worship his God. A God who had provided him with a home. And not just any home, but the most beautiful stone home in the whole area!

Oikos Thot: Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might, for in the grave, where you are going, there is neither working nor planning nor knowledge nor wisdom.



S.E.E.D.
We have reach this part by preparing a fertile and G.O.O.D. soil - the foundations of our lives. Now it is time to plant the seed! Our own self is what determines if we are a good seed. We must die to things like greed that cause others to not survive.

It is said that excellence, either Good or Bad is not a flash of brilliance. It is not hard work alone, it is not some toss of a coin or a chance of a life time. The excellence that brings true success is really a habit. A kind person is in the habit of giving kindness away. A loving person shows it in the way they care - it is their habit.

Chance favors a prepared mind! Ever notice in school that the students who study their lessons a lot are the very same students that usually get the best grades? The only way to explain this is that "Chance favors a prepared mind!" We sit together in the same classroom, for he same amount of time, and we all have an equal chance, as far as the teacher can tell, of coming up with a perfect test score! Nonetheless, those who have the habit of studying, have a better chance of getting a perfect score!

Excellence is really a matter of habit! So is laziness and sloppiness too!

The next four Codes are really the daily habits of Excellence we should practice until we hardly notice that we do them all the time.

Oikos Thot: "Listen! A farmer went out to sow his seed. As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root. Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants, so that they did not bear grain. Still other seed fell on good soil. It came up, grew and produced a crop, multiplying thirty, sixty, or even a hundred times." Then he said, "He who has ears to hear, let him hear."


Sing every day. 
Singing will sustain you -- "Sing everyday". But you must sing the right songs and think the right thoughts. Only perfect practice makes perfect! Sing songs that uplift your spirit! Songs that are grateful are wonderful ways to express your inner self daily.

Sing songs of gratitude even when the sky is gray and storm clouds are brewing.
Learn and practice to sing - even when you do not feel grateful and your songs of gratitude will sustain you.

Oikos Thot: Sing to him a new song; play skillfully, and shout for joy.


Exercise imagination. 

This will help us grow - together! You can be anything you dream you can be -- but you must see it in your mind, live it in your life, bend your thoughts to your dreams.

Oikos Thot: For as he thinks within himself, so he is.


Eat to live, don't live to eat. 

We energy we get from eating: "Eat to live, don't live to eat." Make food a means, not an end.

Oikos Thot: Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?


Don't put out the light. 

Live in the light, live honorably. For it is, in the end, all you really have -- your Foundation must be of the Light.

Oikos Thot: Put your trust in the light while you have it, so that you may become sons of light. ... The one who says he is in the light and yet hates his brother is in the darkness until now. The one who loves his brother abides in the light and there is no cause for stumbling in him. But the one who hates his brother is in the darkness and walks in the darkness, and does not know where he is going because the darkness has blinded his eyes.

















































































Message from home though its few months old. I was chatting with kulstor

The first part I was giving another unicorn some advice then something just took over but it felt as if every unicorn was speaking at once. I was in trance.

“not really good a drawing but from what can recall there peaceful glades where unicorns can relax. Its a place where we came from originally. A recreation of what we lost. Earth isn't a prison its humanities home.If anything we are the aliens here to guide them to better tomorrow. But thats very hard when all they see you as myth or legend. Your as unicorn as I am. You are connected to every unicorn at home.If you during one of your meditations call out and every unicorn everywhere will hear you.They can feel your pain. You are piece of greater whole. Every unicorn everywhere loves you and will never turn their backs on you, If you call out they will respond as they did for me.They growing tired of the suffering of our kin here. You are not lost to us. Call us and we will answer you and we will speak with one voice.If you ask for answers they will be given. We believe a more direct approach will help here. Maribelle sends her love.She won't give up on you.She refuses to give up on you.”

“Anther message for: Please be strong for yourself and others around you.Inspire those those that look to you for comfort and aid them.Your truth is different from other truths is all about the perception of said truth. just as Hok isn't lying about his truth but neither are in your truth both are correct.You have three parts which make you stronger than most look within if doubt yourself. You are far stronger than you think you are. Look to your guides for added strength.If you have doubt they give what you need to continue on your journey. Your journey is not nor will it ever be the same as hok or ko'onthras. You have a different path to follow the universe will lead you. remember there no such things as accidents.Everything happens for a reason. You are love and your presence will spread Love.You have great path ahead of you. Flow like a river be like water. thank you brother and we will see you again. You will not be reincarnating here again .we will not allow it.”

Tuesday, September 15, 2015

Remembering and see if humans had changed

I remember aunt Shara and uncle baten from home both are mates to great mother but i was always very close to them. Me and aunt shara always very close.I also remember gm always had me call her mother. She always joked that calling her great mother made her feel old.Besides my dam. I always spent alot of time around gm. I know i'm her daughter just you are but i was always around her.I spent alot of time with her.Qu also spent alot of time visiting her. When she asked me and qu to come here I remember saying yes we would gladly do it for her. I guess she wanted to see if the humans had changed but I don't think that they have.
For the most part the humans that good natured really don't care about what happens to this world unless it affects them personally. Many are like that. There some who actively try to fight back against the system but they are still small against those in power. I admire those who do or try to inspire others. Those in the religious community can inspire others to do good. The key word there is "But." I've been on the receiving end of that brainwashing. Where i was taught to hate gays,budists were cultists the christian view point. All religions can do good, but most sadly seem to lose what the general message is. Jesus was all about love as was Muhammad's message was love and tolerance of others.Humans have distorted these honorable people and screwed up there messages.
There is still hope for your people humans. But the things that were done to my people can't be forgiven no matter how we much we try to forgive you. It would be like asking the jews to forgive the germans and the nazi for what happened to them. I know to this day there is resentment pointed at germany from israel and vise versa. Humans almost took my sire away from me. Humans have wiped out most species on this world and continue to do so. China actively pollutes this world like there is no tomorrow without a care in the world. EWnd result is this humaity has a long way to go. As for if my people will ever forgive humans that will be a difficult thing to do. Unless we get humans to apologize and open dialogue with us. Then maybe we can find peace. Humanity is very war like species. If it see weakness in someone they move to exploit them. History has proven this over and over again.

Comments and messages

To those who read my blog feel free to comment. Listen to the songs i have put on here there were messages in there.The universe is always trying to guide you. Message can appear in anything. You can ask it for anything and it will happen in the long run. Always let your heart guide you and never give up always push forward. While i'm this world all i want to do is inspire others to be better than themselves.True I'm a unicorn who incarnated here and also true once i leave this world I am never incarnating here again humans that read this. The things I've had done to me here don't show the goodness humanity can do , but there is darkness within all humans, but to good is admirable.
The things seen are selfishness,lying,cheating others, Taking advantage of those who are trying to help you out.Take heart of these negative people and avoid them.They will only drag you down with them. Be better person and inspire those around you through random acts of kidness.

Quotes to help inspire you

"never give up or give in

always stay true to your path in this life or the next.Follow your own light. Let others be a beacon to you. There is wisdom in yourself look from within."
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"Don't give up or give in, You'll find strength from within" something i learned when i was a filly
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"“You're going to meet many people with domineering personalities: the loud, the obnoxious, those that noisily stake their claims in your territory and everywhere else they set foot on. This is the blueprint of a predator. Predators prey on gentleness, peace, calmness, sweetness and any positivity that they sniff out as weakness. Anything that is happy and at peace they mistake for weakness. It's not your job to change these people, but it's your job to show them that your peace and gentleness do not equate to weakness. I have always appeared to be fragile and delicate but the thing is, I am not fragile and I am not delicate. I am very gentle but I can show you that the gentle also possess a poison. I compare myself to silk. People mistake silk to be weak but a silk handkerchief can protect the wearer from a gunshot. There are many people who will want to befriend you if you fit the description of what they think is weak; predators want to have friends that they can dominate over because that makes them feel strong and important. The truth is that predators have no strength and no courage. It is you who are strong, and it is you who has courage. I have lost many a friend over the fact that when they attempt to rip me, they can't. They accuse me of being deceiving; I am not deceiving, I am just made of silk. It is they who are stupid and wrongly take gentleness and fairness for weakness. There are many more predators in this world, so I want you to be made of silk. You are silk.” 
― C. JoyBell C.
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"“What we achieve inwardly will change outer reality.” 
― Plutarch
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“Nobody can hurt me without my permission.” 
― Mahatma Gandhi
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“We can never obtain peace in the outer world until we make peace with ourselves.” 
― Dalai Lama XIV
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The river is constantly turning and bending and you never know where it's going to go and where you'll wind up. Following the bend in the river and staying on your own path means that you are on the right track. Don't let anyone deter you from that.
Eartha Kitt
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A smart man makes a mistake, learns from it, and never makes that mistake again. But a wise man finds a smart man and learns from him how to avoid the mistake altogether.
Roy H. Williams
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Be like leaf in river. Let the current take you where ever it takes you. -----Great Mother
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The one characteristic of authentic power that most people overlook is humbleness. It is important for many reasons. A humble person walks in a friendly world. He or she sees friends everywhere he or she looks, wherever he or she goes, whomever he or she meets. His or her perception goes beyond the shell of appearance and into essence.
Gary Zukav
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The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart.
Helen Keller
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Try to be a rainbow in someone's cloud.
Maya Angelou

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Don't limit yourself. Many people limit themselves to what they think they can do. You can go as far as your mind lets you. What you believe, remember, you can achieve.
Mary Kay Ash
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There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it.
Edith Wharton
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Find a place inside where there's joy, and the joy will burn out the pain.
Joseph Campbell
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Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.
William James
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Did I offer peace today? Did I bring a smile to someone's face? Did I say words of healing? Did I let go of my anger and resentment? Did I forgive? Did I love? These are the real questions. I must trust that the little bit of love that I sow now will bear many fruits, here in this world and the life to come.
Henri Nouwen
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The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

Christopher McCandless
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Positive feelings come from being honest about yourself and accepting your personality, and physical characteristics, warts and all; and, from belonging to a family that accepts you without question.
Willard Scott
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Imagination is more important than knowledge.
Albert Einstein
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Honesty is the best policy.
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A message got while channeling

you can't become something you already are. you were always light all along even without realizing it. Don't over think it just feel it and it will manifest itself. Wisdom will come from within yourself. If ever you have doubt look from within yourself or look to those in your company. Focus on the light within yourself and burn like a star

Monday, August 31, 2015

family tree

Co'senray My aunt
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Great Aunt: Ke'senray
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Sister: Co'senreha
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Brother: Co'shenthreha
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 Dam: O'onthreha
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Ajshara/Illiane'thi - Grand dam
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 Sire: Q'oostehwin
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Toolrah my grandson
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Great mother is my mother as well
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Ko'onthra Trypnotk which is me.
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Ajashara Nei'enthies - Aunt
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Illi'nestie my son
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Erria'Nesti my forst daughter
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Raine my second daughter
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Bronzewing Best friend
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Illiane'thi - grand dam
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Fadyre - Grand Sire
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Istero - Sire of lia and great grand sire of qu'soolin and ko'onthra
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Estianna - dam of Illiane'thi and great grand dam of qu and ko
Kerria - my sister and best friend
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starwing - Best friend
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Sire'allia _ vanesse

mukhtara--miles

Qu'soolin Trypnotk -Twin brother-david drainville

uncle Reehae - I remember he used to let me ride on his back

 Ae'restees--- Friend
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Sterilyn - {Chris barboza) mate to Kerria
Arestellian - friend

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

A chat

[8/23/2015 10:09:20 PM] K'shencra: His answer to "What happened to him" was "What always happens to us unicorns?" and I then knew it had something to do with humans.
[8/23/2015 10:10:07 PM] Ko'onthra: what did humans do to father?
[8/23/2015 10:10:33 PM] Qu'soolin Ka'shara co'hana: ?
[8/23/2015 10:11:19 PM] K'shencra: he has been hesitant to..
[8/23/2015 10:12:48 PM] K'shencra: * We will talk about it someday, but not yet.  I don't want any of you to turn to hate or anger over what happened, and I feel.. if I am back for a while it will hurt less when I finally talk about it.
[8/23/2015 10:13:09 PM] Ko'onthra: ok
[8/23/2015 10:14:39 PM] K'shencra: * Humans are what they are.  They need to grow, to find their place in the universe, to realize a harmonious role within it, and then they will stop .. harming things around them.
[8/23/2015 10:15:25 PM] Qu'soolin Ka'shara co'hana: I could never hate or be angry I'm just happy that you're in my life again and father and everyone else including Ko'onthra.
[8/23/2015 10:17:34 PM] Ko'onthra: I don't hate humans for action a of few. You blame an entire people for the action of a few people.
[8/23/2015 10:17:58 PM] Ko'onthra: oops you can't blame
[8/23/2015 10:19:07 PM] K'shencra: * I do not blame all of humanity for what happened.  I just want to ensure no one else does, over it.  I would not want to be the cause.
[8/23/2015 10:20:11 PM] Ko'onthra: i understand father
[8/23/2015 10:21:09 PM] Qu'soolin Ka'shara co'hana: I understand too.
[8/23/2015 10:25:59 PM] K'shencra:  Acttually..  I have no reason to believe my* family cannot handle it, so .. I will tell you all.  I wanted to hear first, that you would say you would foster no anger, and that has been done..
[8/23/2015 10:30:27 PM] K'shencra: * I have a gift for dreams, whether it is for interpretation, dream walking, or finding things that are plaguing dreams and dealing with it.   Someone asked for my help.  K'shencra knew about this and I went.  Everything went fine there, but on the way back.. maybe I should have taken a more direct way home, but I wanted to investigate the cause of the dream tainting I saw.
[8/23/2015 10:35:38 PM] K'shencra: * I was captured by humans, I don't know by who precisely.  I will explain that.  But they knew about magick and knew how to use it.  They must have known something about me because they put me to sleep somehow.  Any time I woke up. they'd put me back to sleep.  During that time they would appear in my dreams, but it was not like they were .. part of my dreams.   It was more like, they were entering mine..
[8/23/2015 10:38:13 PM] Ko'onthra: trying to use you for experiments.
[8/23/2015 10:39:56 PM] K'shencra: * They would do all sorts of different things in my mind, in my dreams.  I could not tell you how long I was there, but it could have been years.  They would..  it could be as simple as having a meeting inside there, to trying different rituals, to probing me to see if they could take over my body. I fought back a lot, but it was more difficult than.. expected.  In your own dream, you should be like a god, able to change the circumstances around you, because it is your dreamspace.  But they .. somehow .. were able to do the same in my dreams, leading to countless stalemates...
[8/23/2015 10:41:05 PM] Ko'onthra: They were trying to break you.
[8/23/2015 10:42:17 PM] Ko'onthra: Humans do it down here for interrogation.
[8/23/2015 10:46:36 PM] K'shencra: * The last time they ever.. attempted anything, it was them talking about how I served no more use and should.. simply.. have my horn removed and be otherwise disposed of.  I panicked but could not awaken still, until.. well until they actually started to cut into it.  The pain from it was.. absolutely indescribable.  Inside I felt like the entire world was disintegrating..  It took only seconds of the sound of grinding through my entire spirit, that I woke up..  When you are about to .. get it cut off.. that's what it feels like.  That someone is taking a blade to your spirit.   It is like unhearing a song.
[8/23/2015 10:47:38 PM] *** Hokolntha Te'hana frowns ***
[8/23/2015 10:48:04 PM] K'shencra: * I do not clearly remember my actions past that.. I remember.. a tube in my mouth.  humans around.. being kept in a common stable.   And bolting directly through a wall.
[8/23/2015 10:48:24 PM] K'shencra: * and then.. running.
[8/23/2015 10:48:50 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Where was I during this?
[8/23/2015 10:49:32 PM] K'shencra: * I think the better question was.. where was I.  I have no idea if I was even on the same plane.
[8/23/2015 10:50:07 PM] K'shencra: * I was taken so far away the stars above were different.
[8/23/2015 10:51:23 PM] K'shencra: * But the people who took me must have known something.. nothing makes sense unless they knew what I had gone there to do.
[8/23/2015 10:52:05 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Ah
[8/23/2015 10:52:26 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Forgive me for not coming to your aid.
[8/23/2015 10:54:10 PM] K'shencra: * If you are asking about a timeframe..  K'shencra was with foals at the time.  I should not have left.   She had worries about it, but I had gone to dreamwalk with others hundreds of times before without any issue.  In fact I don't even think the people I visited that time were at fault.  Someone must have overheard.. or used them as bait..
[8/23/2015 10:58:22 PM] K'shencra: * The wound on my horn had.. healed over.. before I had ever made it back home again.  And things were different enough that a generation must have passed.
[8/23/2015 11:02:55 PM] Ko'onthra: I must leave father and ma'aten. Have to take silly home. See you later grand sire
[8/23/2015 11:03:57 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: (heart)
[8/23/2015 11:04:39 PM] K'shencra: * it is alright my little ones.  There is more I want to say but I am being interrupted..
[8/23/2015 11:05:14 PM] K'shencra: It is either by low blood sugar or this... but I am starting to shake, hard.  I need to go take my pills and my insulin.
[8/23/2015 11:05:31 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Okie dokie
[8/23/2015 11:06:15 PM] Ko'onthra: be safe
[8/23/2015 11:07:10 PM] Qu'soolin Ka'shara co'hana: We Hope you feel better.
[8/23/2015 11:10:06 PM] K'shencra: back
[8/23/2015 11:10:19 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Please continue
[8/23/2015 11:18:25 PM] K'shencra: * This is the first time I have told this story to anyone but my love, and apparently she did not remember it.  She has undergone many changes, somehow she has managed to become more beautiful...  But alas, I should remain on point..
[8/23/2015 11:20:41 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: :)
[8/23/2015 11:23:46 PM] K'shencra: * The battle with them every time they came, was not unlike trying to defend a forest or your home from an intruder, except the intruders having as much power as you to use to attack.  At some point, I just started.. picking my battles.   If they just came together to meet inside the mind of a unicorn, I just let them, so I could save my energy for the times they came to do harm..
[8/23/2015 11:26:14 PM] K'shencra: * I do not believe they broke me, but I was so tired by the end.  Mentally exhausted, and maybe not all together in my head.  I didn't go straight home.  I did not want my beloved to see the mess I became.. I felt.. I had to get my head together first.   I just kept running, when I broke free.  I didn't stop for..  I believe a season and a half had changed, over that time.
[8/23/2015 11:28:36 PM] K'shencra: * In the beginning I felt like they were still in there.. then I realized it was just me having.. nightmares.. have you ever heard of a unicorn having nightmares?  It seems like a total contradiction.  But even those subsided eventually.  I no longer have nightmares of the wizards in the white coats.  Then, I went home...
[8/23/2015 11:31:10 PM] K'shencra: * I don't currently feel capable of doing.. what I used to do.  Maybe someday.. but I lost something..   Naivety, perhaps, and the idea that no one is going to mean any harm.
[8/23/2015 11:31:41 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Rashek lost that, too.
[8/23/2015 11:32:25 PM] K'shencra: * and finally, my beloved is nosing me about something.  She says you can.. write this down, as I have told it.. to.. to save it.  So that I never have to tell this story again.
[8/23/2015 11:32:43 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: I was already going to.
[8/23/2015 11:33:32 PM] K'shencra: * It is appreciated.  I am just trying to put the whole experience out of my mind.  To forget.
[8/23/2015 11:34:17 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Be with your mate as much as possible...continuously, if you can. She will help you heal.
[8/23/2015 11:37:49 PM] K'shencra: * She was always a healer.  She still is a healer.  It's nice to know that some things don't have to change.  She only got more beautiful.  Even after she was with foals, her being gravid only increased her glow.  Other stallions would look, and watch, and I understood... one could not take their eyes away.
[8/23/2015 11:38:19 PM] K'shencra: I am blushing so hard now my face feels like it's on fire...
[8/23/2015 11:39:03 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Time for you two to spend some intimate time together. :)
[8/23/2015 11:42:00 PM] K'shencra: * We have been... though each time she looks at me she gets..  well I smell her reaction to me nd then she gets all blushy and nervous and looks down, as if she is ... on one hoof we feel like its still been forever together, and another, its like we just met.  Its an internal conflict for her, but time will resolve it.  It is merely what happened before happening again.  It already is happening.
[8/23/2015 11:43:03 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Right
[8/23/2015 11:43:20 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: She is remembering quickly.
[8/23/2015 11:43:53 PM] K'shencra: I set myself up to remember.  It is how I have made awakening happen from lifetime to lifetime.
[8/23/2015 11:44:10 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Things will move fast for you, K'shencra. It is best if you let the river carry you.
[8/23/2015 11:44:51 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: You have done this before, but not on Earth. It won't be quite as easy this time.
[8/23/2015 11:45:18 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Let the river carry you, and all will be well.
[8/23/2015 11:46:38 PM] K'shencra: What I am about to say might sound crude for humans, but it should be fine for unicorns, I hope so.
[8/23/2015 11:49:02 PM] K'shencra: He already knows it.. When he comes to me I already wink for him, just from him being in the same area as me.  I am not sure i'm ready to have another foal, I'm just rediscovering the ones I have...
[8/23/2015 11:50:10 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: We are not bothered by talk of sex, little one.
[8/23/2015 11:50:39 PM] K'shencra: I didn't think we would be.  I should have gone with my heart on that one.
[8/23/2015 11:52:09 PM] K'shencra: I remember all the love I have for him, and I remember how I felt when he was missing.. I just wish I could turn off my body's desires until I have acclimated just a little more to all these new memories.
[8/23/2015 11:53:22 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: Flow with the river :)
[8/23/2015 11:53:50 PM] K'shencra: if I flow with the river I will have a foal by next spring for certiain.
[8/23/2015 11:55:17 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: That area confuses me since you are here.
[8/23/2015 11:56:04 PM] K'shencra: I am here, but I can also be there.
[8/23/2015 11:56:47 PM] K'shencra: and when I am facing him, and feeling him, unicorn body to unicorn body..
[8/23/2015 11:57:14 PM] K'shencra: Believe me when I say, that it is possible.
[8/23/2015 11:59:45 PM] Hokolntha Te'hana: I've met people here who claimed that they got pregnant over there, but I always thought they were nutcases.                                                                                       this whole thing is based on lie and the one both me and qu called our surrogate mother could give two shits about us. I am so tired of lies

Can't really trust anything that comes from Hok or whatever he calls himself as most things are just lies.

Friday, August 21, 2015

Feeling defeated.

I try to be friends with everyone. I misunderstand kulstor I screw everything. It like oh pick this side or that side why we all just get along not fight. By the light just want everyone get along even if they don't fight to forgive and forget and move on. I just give up. I'm tired oh be on this side or that side. Don't be friends with him or her cause i don't like them. I just found my elder sister and I'm going to lose her all because my screw ups. I'm just so defeated.I have stallions from home useing me as a piece meat. Now I will never expet defeat to anyone or anything

The Lightwind Transport

hey just remember something about tram system in the fae woods. It connected all the fae woods together was powered by tree roots that pulled the tram along they had somehow built the stations into the trees and had the trees form some kind tunnels. It was called the lightwind transport. I remember riding it and in front of me was dwarf. I remember that is was designed for those who could teleport but i had to try it . I was so excited to try it. It was marvel fae engineering.Makes anything designed by humans look like rank amateurs.It has exist for a long time.

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Avicii - Hey Brother (Lyric)

Evanescence~ Bring Me To Life (lyrics)

Love and Light



1. Be KindDo random acts of genuine kindness.  You can smile more when you walk down the street, open doors for strangers (even women can open doors for men — ladies can be gentlemen too!), give a genuine compliment.  I’ll leave the rest up to your spontaneity and imagination.


2. Spread Love Like Butter!Illustrate love whenever you can.  This can be in the form of a silent blessing or a simple touch to show you care.  You can just be present and truly listen to someone without the need to speak — this is an incredibly loving and somewhat overlooked gesture. When you do speak, let your words melt upon listening ears and drip with tender, loving gentleness.


3. Be the MirrorTry to notice yourself in others and aim to perceive that we are all a part of God.  Send love to everyone, especially those who irritate, provoke or scare you.  Feed people with fear and they will become fearsome, feed them with love and they will become loving.


4. Extend Yourself See your brothers and sisters all over the world as your extended family.  We all intrinsically have one ultimate goal — to live in joy, love and peace.  Some have a strange way of showing it but they may be so lost in darkness that they have forgotten what radiance looks like.  It is up to you to show them the light instead of judging or criticizing their path.   Love is going to be the only solution to hatred, war and destruction, not complaints and judgments.


5. Love all LifeExpress acts of love and kindness to animals, plants and insects too, we are their guardians.  All life has the signature of our creator embedded in their fabric.  Remember this when you feel the urge to destroy something willy-nilly.  Ask yourself if it is necessary?  Your awareness is the key to unlocking your heart centre.


6. Offer AcknowledgementRecognise others by saying ‘hello’ or dishing out your most debonair greeting smile.  People love to be acknowledged and this can have a profound effect on their day and all the other people they interact with from thereon out.


7. Just Plain GivePractice giving without the need for receiving.  You don’t have to spend a lot of money to give.  Giving could be in the form of a poem, a prayer, a generous and thoughtful act, a bunch of wild flowers, the giving of your attention or time.


8. The Gratitude TrainGive thanks for all the things that are going right in your life.  We so often harp on the things that are going wrong for us.  We take too little time bringing into our awareness all that is marvelous — like the roof over your head, the warm and comfortable bed you sleep in to the fridge full of groceries you may have.  These simple things are luxury items to others and the more you are grateful for your blessings, the more blessings you will receive to continue your vibration of gratitude.  This is how the universe works.


9. See Your LessonsGive thanks for all the mistakes you have made in your life that taught you valuable lessons.  The strong and capable person you are today has arisen from the ashes of what went wrong yesterday.  Be the phoenix and always gracefully emerge from the flames with your head held high and a fire of passion in your heart.


10. Hug Thy Neighbour!Give away free hugs whenever you see the opportunity.  Humans are tactile beings (well, at least some of us anyway) and the value of appropriate physical contact can be just what someone may need from you.


11. Appreciate Love in ReturnAlways let the special people in your life know that they are appreciated.  It is sad that the ones closest to our hearts can be the ones that are the most neglected.  Remember to hug, kiss and verbalize your love every morning (or whenever you see them).  Yes, that means no grunting on the way to the coffee machine, you need to pick up your sleepy head and plant one on their cheek (provided you have remembered to brush those teeth first)!


Now is as good a time as any to get out there and extend your lovable self to others.  Why don’t you share with us any ideas and remedies you have come up with to infect this planet with love.

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Seeing the real you

For along time i was really curious what i looked like.Then I one day just said aloud i wonder what i really look like and in instant staring in the mirror in front of me was a unicorn and she had the deepest blue eyes. She was greyish with a pinkish mane that went over one of her eyes. This all happened for about half a minute it still felt as time stopped and i realize i was staring at myself. I had also seen wings and silver hoofs.

THE NOW - A Meditation Journey To Your Inner Self and Beyond

Saturday, August 15, 2015

First step in my journey

First step towards waking me up was this one message from great mother as it turns out is my mother .


Message For Dylan / No City; Be Love And Light
I started by being Love and Light to continue my healing process. I did not have to do this for long; I have almost recovered from my failed romance with a human. I am even optimistic again that there may still be someone out there someday.

Great Mother approached. I had asked Illiane’thi to find her for me. A new unicorn otherkin on Earth has recently Awakened. The name she uses on Google+ is Dylan. Dylan sent me this message:

“Say next time you travel to the otherworld could see if there any messages for me please.”

Great Mother: Tell her to be brave and strong. Too many of her kind have run away because it is too painful living on Earth. Tell her not to do that. Tell her I am waiting for her, to speak with her when she can cross over.

I tried to visit the city Rashek took me to, with her and Illiane’thi, but I was not there for long. I followed Rashek off the sandstone ledge down onto one of the streets enclosed in a canopy of old trees. That was as far as we got before I was pulled up and out into space. A male voice said the city could wait; I needed to continue being Love and Light.

I spent the remainder of this session being Love and Light in the company of Rashek and Illiane’thi.


ou are the bringer / bearer of life. You bring life to those who are lost.
That's all I have for you for the moment. *nuzzles*

My Parents

I don't know sometimes I don't think I can do something.So rashek gave me a gift.Told me to focus and breath light

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
What was the gift?
Q'ouarin •
I don't know. Me seeing my parents as if I was there or a greater connection to home. Cause they were really surprised.

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
Ah
Q'ouarin •
they were laying down together then they their daughter but i also sensed hurt
oops see

Ko’onthra barker
Next time you go to the other side could check up on them please brother or Lia.

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
Your parents?
Q'ouarin •
yes
please

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
They're fine. They send there love and tell you not to worry.
*their love
Q'ouarin •
ty
they must really been surprised to see me lol "smiles"

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
They were. But they also wanted you to be there with them, which is why you felt pain.
Q'ouarin •
I too wanted to be there with them

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
They know.
Q'ouarin
So something like this will happen again?

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
Probably
Q'ouarin •
THis wasn't astral travel

Ko’onthra barker
Q'ouarin Uneairkagh
No

Be who you are

As for the rules, let me explain it this way:
You are a unicorn. This did not just happen. You have always been a unicorn. You chose to come to Earth to live among humans to help them. But you are still a unicorn. As such, this makes you an Ascended Being. And as an Ascended Being, many of the rules lesser beings have to follow (spiritually) do not apply to you. As you rediscover your true nature, you will find yourself immune to many of the things that plague beings vibrating at a lower frequency than us.


Being harassed by beings of the Dark. That will no longer be a concern for you. Being plagued by "bad luck" (though there is no such thing as luck). Having to concern yourself with doing things in a specific way (spiritual things), like rituals and using objects. You won't have to worry about any of that.

That is slowly changing, but it is still useful. Like while you are here, you can tap into that arrogance to protect yourself. You are a unicorn. Nothing can hurt you unless you allow it to

Journey

Begin by envisioning a staircase leading downward toward a door. What the staircase, door, and surroundings look like are entirely up to your mind and spirit. Descend the 10 steps slowly, taking care to keep your mind free of stray thoughts and stating your intention (why are you doing this?). Be sure to state your intention aloud (whisper), because the universe – and beings in it – will be listening.

Once you reach the bottom of the stairs, and you are finished examining the door, open it. How you open it does not matter, just open it. What you see on the other side will depend on your journey. It is different for everyone. It could be a meadow, a forest, a desert…water. There could be people (of different species) there, or it could be empty.

Step through the door. Look around. Pay attention to everything you see, and write it all down when you are done meditating. Keep coming back there each visit until something changes. Someone may show up to lead you somewhere. Or a path may appear for you to walk. The place may change completely from what it was to something different as you progress. This advice was given to me by a wise unicorn.
BE PATIENT and WRITE IT ALL DOWN.

One more thing I forgot: shielding yourself with Light.

When you first meditate, and you are breathing steadily, envision the Light of the universe coming into you when you inhale. As you breathe out, "see" the Light in your breath. "Watch" it envelop you in a barrier that no Dark can penetrate. Do this for a few minutes before you proceed on your journey. Don't worry about the shield. It will remain.?
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Shielding yourself

shielding yourself with Light.

When you first meditate, and you are breathing steadily, envision the Light of the universe coming into you when you inhale. As you breathe out, "see" the Light in your breath. "Watch" it envelop you in a barrier that no Dark can penetrate. Do this for a few minutes before you proceed on your journey. Don't worry about the shield. It will remain.?
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Once you've filled yourself with Love and Light, with each new breath push out that energy like you are filling a balloon. Picture that balloon expanding until it become a bubble that surrounds you on the outside.
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Once you've created your bubble, strengthen the membrane with each breath. You want the bubble to be flexible, not rigid. If it is too rigid, nothing can come in, but nothing can go out either.Just like water. Your shield will be like water and flow like river.
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Once you've created your bubble, strengthen the membrane with each breath. You want the bubble to be flexible, not rigid. If it is too rigid, nothing can come in, but nothing can go out either.

Thursday, August 13, 2015

z'hanbius's message to me

I see you sister, you will become great, become strong and be who you need to be, I have seen you sister! Though you

reside in human form, I have watched you and send love, your eyes shine bright! Though the form has changed you are

still the 'tiny one' I remember seeing. Do not doubt your strength nor your ability to do what you must, or what is

right!
Your glory is strong! Growing and changing! You are glorious in your light!
Be strong, be loyal and be love!

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Edge Of Night (Pippin's Song) Lyrics

Dovahkiin

The Misty Mountains Cold - The Hobbit

The Last Goodbye- Billy Boyd- Lyric video. another song I'm really drawn too.

Within Temptation - Pale. I'm really drawn to this song

Secrets

Sadness and missing home

Missing home and family

It feels like i'm so far away from home. I miss running through the fields with my mother. I miss being with my family.To be among humans is hard.Being one among millions of humans.Its just so hard. What can i do. I so wish to return home, but that not something i can.While I'm here I shall continue to help people.Regardless if they are human or not.