2 year old memory

 Sigh here i don't remember to much but here goes. Everything in the universe vibrates on certain frequencies even at the subatomic levels. Using that mindset you can track anything in the known universe but listening to right frequency. Crystals give of certain frequencies and using harmonic resonance of said crystal you can make just about anything you could ever imagine. Runes within the crystal lattice funnel the magic or energy into doing what you want it to do. Some are used to make advance computers back home while other can be used and act as a prison containing the energy of a bad guy as it were. One could even create a magical engine to power just about anything as magic just another form of energy. It all comes down to the lattice of a certain crystal and using special tool to alter the lattice a certain way so to speak and create a pathway for the energy.

A magical engine is basically a device that draws in energy of some kind and converts it into an energy that you can use to power said object. Like for instance one engine using the power of love could take that energy and convert it into an energy to make an energy field to surround a certain structure though course said structure acts like focusing beacon to project said field around it.

To those don't think love is an energy well when you love you give off energy. Hell any emotion you give off releases said energy. A magical engine would just capture said energy and convert into something more usable. When said engine feeds off a certain type of energy it needs that sort of energy constantly to sustain it reaction. Sort of like what goes on in a star. Back home i understand the math behind all of this. I have many war machines or Golems that use this concept. They a crystal that gives off a constant charge that fuels the engine in turn power the golem and powering everything. The Golems are one of my greatest creations as they were meant to fight the darkness and have many anti magic runes built into their armor they also have built in energy projectors that add a layer of energy over the hull. Every Golem has both energy and melee weapons, Low yield projectile weapons, Portable energy shields, containment crystals. There more sleeker ones that can act as assassin's if the need were to arise but for the most part they are only to be used in extreme instances. To date none of these have ever been needed that

A quote that really speaks to me

 “The light is what guides you home, the warmth is what keeps you there.” – Ellie Rodriguez.

Friends from other places

 Azure Mist

Haycart

Nü Kua

amethyst star

Norrea

Peach Spark

Seaswell

Kellydell                  

Crupper father of  Sparky                             

 Aunt Iggles aunt of Sparky                                  

 Aglet mother of sparky                                  

Candle Seed sister of Peach spark

Second Sight

Azure Wave

Civil Liberty - Liberty Belle

Civil Patrol

Hot Pink

Rose quartz

Amber Spire

Violette

Sunny Skies

Stormy Skies

Crispy Crust

Eekrea kitsune One of my mates

sassafras

Sweet Chard

Moondancer

Lemon Hearts

Twinkleshine

Minuette

Lyra

Cloadkicker

Strawberry Sunrise

From certain point of view

 Everything within my blog is from my own perspective, experiences,dreams,astral travels. My journey through this life and once this life comes to an end I will begin new journey or rather continue the one I was on before coming here. I can't this world has changed me as I've learned new things about humanity both the bad and the good. Understand even if you don't agree with anything within this blog I don't really care. I hope you find peace in this life and what comes after.

Helping Hoof

 A few days ago I was in a real bad funk and really had an overwhelming need to be with other ponies. As it turned some friends from an alternate reality allowed me to dream through their perspective. It actually helped with that need. I'm grateful for the help.

Rainboom

 Rainbow is just awesome in that regard. I think I tried it once and ended up crashing into the local water hole. I didn't take into account the aerodynamic factors which Rainbow was able to do it as she came at a steeper angle than i did. After several tries I managed to do it under the watchful gaze of Dash. The feeling was pure bliss. You could feel every part of you crackling with energy and speed left wanting for more. When you were in that state you're vibrating at a very high frequency. I theorized if you were to travel any faster that you could slip through time  as you were vibrating at high frequency with your mind you could direct yourself to where ever you wanted to go. Though I did try it and I almost died because of it. Cause i almost phased into a mountain. I was trying it out on a small scale. I guess you could say I got off to a "rocky start".  Couldn't help but put a pun in there.

Later on I was successful in second attempted as I used a crystal to stabilize my vibration to the point of allowing me to go faster. I even found in this advanced state you could run extremely fast as well. It seemed to have no limits to this ability though without the stabilization Crystal your molecules would fly apart. Said crystal was about the size of a small diamond thus it was easy to install into a aerodynamic suit. With help from Rares for making it for me I was able to make channels for the energy from the crystal to effect the whole suit. Though if anypony found out what i was up to they would have stopped me as the risks were really great.I have really bad habit of doing risky things when it comes to magical research as i often tested it on myself.

Dream of home

 Had dream where i saw one of my friends The human Rarity and Dash we were walking down the street. Later part of the dream I thought I was back in Equestria along side 3 friends Rares , Dash, and Flutters. I had seen a glimpse of Cadance and i wanted to go visit her along wit visiting my mom and Auntie Lu. Looking down at myself I still had hands and feet then I realized it was a dream. I said to the dream versions of my friends ," Why do i have hands and feet. I should have hooves." At the moment just felt like the wind was just taken out my sails and I wanted to cry. Turns out my pet came to keep me company from home. He was a parrot. Still felt really down in the dream.

new mission and new direction

 Once my time here I'll be helping some others in another reality to get home. My friend Steph gave

me a tarot card reading: Art Divination Reading: This green dragon is the master of grass, foliage, plants and growing things. Green is the color of life, renewal, nature, energy, harmony, freshness, safety, fertility, and environment. This color is associated with money, finances, banking, ambition, greed and jealousy. The dragon is the traditional symbol of the divine feminine, with the spreading wings representing the water of creation. The dragon is traditionally associated with goddesses such as Ishtar, Tiamat and other divine feminines that represent the ultimate power of creation.

This represents gardening and growing. Getting and and getting dirty might not always be feasible, so what are some good indoor things if you're feeling cooped up? Why drawing! Art! Photography! Look up some nature shows on TV and enjoy the for the time. Spend some time getting in touch with mother nature. You can do so within your home, you can even grow house plants or air plants. If you're not much of a green thumb, maybe its time to pick up a gardening book, a starter gardening set and plant a few seeds. Looking for some easy starters? Ask your local gardeners or the nursery whats the easiest, hardest to kill thing and see what they get you started on for your region. If you're feeling creative enough to draw, maybe go take a picture from nature, or grab something simple like a leaf or feather from outside. Really study it, draw it (you can be as little detailed or as much as you want). Enoy the process and as you do it, remember back to all the fun times you have had in nature or with plants. Want to preserve plants to enjoy during the off season? try pressing flowers or plants during the blooming season to bring out during winter. This is a blessed card for the writer, as the dragon in the tree once was a symbol of the writer. Some trees were said to have dragon spirits or dryads or other tree spirits in them. This is an opportunity to connect with those. Some ancient tales from the early days of paper would say that writers would commune with the tree spirit to create their books and art. This is a reminder to listen to nature and the stories the plants tell us. Also, keeping an eye on the health of your local plants will give you indications of the local environment's health.

Missing Home

 I really miss home,my family,friends. My magic and my wings. Lately I've in a real funk. I miss equestria  My home. I feel so hopeless.. I don't know just feel like a waste of space. I just feel so hopeless. I wish I could talk to my mom hell I wish I could just talk to anypony at all. I'm just so tired of humanity.

Feeling Lonely

 Just want to be among my own kind. To be lost in a sea of ponies. At times I feel the overwhelming feeling of wanting to just go home and be with my family. I just want to go home.

Walking Paths

 I would often spend time visiting my family in the unicorn sanctuary.One time  gm took me to the higher planes of existence to visit and for a lesson. From my own eyes it really didn't look that much different than here or anywhere else. Though you could feel others emotions and even use them to talk to one another. This where I met my great aunt and uncle who live there Aunt Shara'Atena and Uncle Batten'Onooth both are brother and sister. I also have a few sisters there too. When someone laughs it tickles you can feel it in your being. Though when I was there i was very young so my perception was very limited. The adults made it so I wasn't overwhelmed. They let me incarnate on very simple thing as an asteroid. I could feel being weightless and I could slightly perceive the world around only through vibrations. When the lesson was over i was blown away by what i had experienced and I was filled with even more questions most of which they would tell me. As they would often say," You will discover it in time. Don't rush it, experience it, Take the slow path and enjoy life." Both my Aunt and Uncle were so full of love and understanding. If I made a mistake they were always to encourage me through love and understanding.

Massive Mistake

 I recently had an epiphany thought my mission was to get my brother Emerald out of a mess but I've come to realize that I was one who screwed up. My brother told everyone where he was going and what he planned on doing. I didn't think to ask . I just acted without thinking. So now I'm stuck here.

Dream of the Past

 When GreatMother sent me to help and learn from the elves. I learned alot magic along with fighting the corrupted to help my elven friends. I shared my heart with my mate and gained an elven family. Kiree is my elven sister who slowly corrupted by a stranger who entered fort that i commanded. Lost control of said fort and my sister/friend was corrupted. On a patrol it was easy to break through the shambling hordes all they were was a bit of magic in simple harmonic matrix that given direction. After break through my Corrupted friend was expecting to fight instead all told her was i wanted to talk. I got her agree to release my friend and leave the fortress. Released her corrupted self into the corrupted lands. As far corrupted selves go its like having an echo of the person you used to be roaming around.

Good friends are often hard to find

 Had dream memory I was over at Scie-Twi's house over in the other world. I was helping her clear the snow of my car and hers. Also clearing the snow off her drive way. I was suppose to visit her on Saturday at 10:30 am because of her birthday. She one one my best friends over there. I had rented a apartment in advance and had a car there as well. I also get the feeling she dating my sister Sunset or she going to pop the question. Also had memory of a friend over in Ponyville who is a doctor with a syringe cutie mark. Though describing her as Scie-Twi really just feels insulting. She shines in her own light.

Homesick

 Every day is the same sort thing I'm always homesick even when i can distract myself from it. I guess i should surround things that remind me of home though most those very things do exist in this human world. Often times i will never understand humans no matter how long i live here with them. Greed is so out of control it isn't even funny. They devote so much to thier military and let their common citizen starve and not have a place to call home. This is utter insanity why do they this happen? To anyone from who reads this know that I'm trying my best to remain positive.

Atlantean Soul Harvester

 an Atlantean soul Harvester. Purpose of taking spiritual energy and breaking it down useing vibrations. It operates like a metronome going between two points. On the hand there is crystal that glows a soft blue. The machine is ornate. A discharge of energy is given to the crystal as it moves between the nodes. I remember hearing the screams of those that were being broken down. They would fade after a while then out the other end of the machine would come this light blueish fluid that would collect in a pool. There were many pipes from this pool leading holding tanks. The reasoning behind said machine is to provide fuel from spiritual energy

  There is a filtration system built into the inner working of  the machine. The fuel in question a had positive and negative charge to it. Given what this kind fuel was used to power were the weapons of war as such the feared siege golem. Said golem used the fuel to both charge its weapons and its own inner workings. As such it had a holding tank of a sort that used a vibration field that would switch back and forth between negative and positive. The rest of machine was built sort of like an organic body with a heart to pump the fuel around the body as needed. There a interal computer of a sort though used several liquid crystal latices to maintain its internal systems. As for main driving intelligence there really isn't any there just a basic friend or foe computer along with targeting. Said computer uses liquid crystal tech to do the calculations. It was found the fuel over time would corrupt the inner workings of both machines as well as wipe out all life around said machines

Truth

 To get where i am today has taken me a long road to get here. Dealing many things some of which were lies and other drama I had to deal with. Now in the middle of a pandemic with no end in sight. I still have a long road ahead of me.

Mark of Destiny

 Remembered how i got my cutie mark cause up to the point i was something of late bloomer. I had some lessons in vibrational magic from one of my sisters. I constantly was wondering when i would get my mark. The day I got it was a beautiful day outside not cloud in the sky over Canterlot. I was spending time with my brother Emerald and Dawn Light. We were crossing the old stone bridge on the west side of Canterlot. I could see that there were cracks starting to form underneath my hooves. So I acted I flew really quickly under the bridge and used my magic to hold it up with best of my ability. I remember my horn hurting alot and my brother flew down and i told him to get everypony off the bridge. I heard a loud boom and felt huge surge of magic flow through me allowing me to hold up the bridge. I know I passed out afterwards and woke up in my mom's personal medical ward. I felt completely drained and i ached all over. My mom was there sitting there watching over me.  i know she told i got my cutie mark then I fell asleep.

Unicorn

Just remembered something when my friends went to the Grand Galloping Gala I wasn't there cause i had to get my brother out of another mess he got himself into. He did something to anger some really powerful people and I managed to get him out of it. I think he went off to try and save some unicorn ponies who were enslaved only to be caught himself. I set the ponies free and got my brother out of the mess he was in. Even though the ponies there thought of me as a savior I still wasn't much of a friend. Its just another regret i have. I know for fact i would still have gone to save those unicorn ponies. They had curved horns.

Teleporting

 When teleporting anywhere you just need to focus your will on the target destination. How I did it back home was I would think of my home or the place I wanted to go. Focus on that place and pof i would be there. Though of course there is alot to teleporting it's all about the focal point ie the target place you want to go to and charging up the right amount of magic for the spell. Constant practice its what let's you get to any place and always start small. Baby steps.