Almost got home

I got to travel home briefly because earth pony let me see through his eyes.I was physically there. There is an old trade road the leads to equetria and I was 300 miles away from it.Its a boarder town There was a lady who allowed me to send a message though was more a code phrase it was" I am a student of Princess Celestia" I also got see his memories too. The earth ponies name is Iron Hoof a royal guard. I was able to resist the pull of this stupid body of mine for a time then i was dragged back here.

Wingopolis

Had strange dream visit of sort though it a letter from friends in Wingopolis and color pictures. I was trying to read when i was forced to wake up because of muscle spasm. The city is set on the edge some clouds and below the city is a large lake.

Moving Forward

"Courage is not having the strength to go on; it is going on when you don't have the strength"  Theodore Rooosevelt

What this means to me is I must have the courage to move forward even if at time like even now i lose that i will see my friends and family again  or that i might lose who i am is another big fear for me. Dealing with humanity is a challenge in and of itself. I just don't know how i can keep moving forward given all the betrayals I've at the hands of those i trusted. I have a few friends in this world that i am grateful for. Another 20 to 40 years left on the rock. I don't know if i can truly make it.

Chaneled my past self

Canterlot was a summer palace and the silent grove is a part of that.We were born there and for a time we lived there. We lived there for few hundred years, we were still very young and we didn't have our cutie marks. We were being tutored in magic studies by Starswirl the bearded. We learned history from our other tutors Sandy grove. We often visited the castle of the pony sisters to visit our moms but up till a point mom wanted to keep all us away dawn light and Emerald night were not allowed to go there as something bad was happening to luna. Weird laughter could be heard we were frightened. All of us were huddling together when mom burst in and teleport-ed us away. She didn't even give us all us a chance to say goodbye. It was later we found out the our aunt luna was banished to the moon. Emerald and dawn were devastated as were the three of us sunset,me,candance. We all cried mother came to the sanctuary and let us stay there. Told us it wasn't safe to return. Sandy came to live there with her family and Star swirl came there as well father and our elder sisters were always there when we needed them. Eventually we did move past it and it was painful.I'm still sort used to using the royal speak so if i sound strange it is the use the of this language. We all got our light names from greatmother if were to stay among our cousins and others here we were still different Even to this day I don't really like Ko'onthra it was given to me. Father insists that it is a proper unicorn name but i also told we are equestrians and Alicorns .

A book i wrote Magics of the Source- Its a book on advanced healing magic using source magics to better heal someone using there own energy to do it.Another way of healing the Healer uses a harmonic scan of the person spiritual self in which the being fully whole and is completely healthy and is able to use that as template to heal the person physically. Even replacement of missing limbs is an easy affair. this is a separate thing on how make a shaping tool Though clear quartz crystal can work like that tool given a enough time and energy poured into it. Using the tip you just focus on the crystal or rock to change the latices. The Lemurian shaping crystals to do that and the clear quartz should do though its not as effective but it should work.Its what i learned from them when i studied there. I am student of many master through many realms. From Atlantis to the Elves of the silver wind.(edited)

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atlantis

I can remember walking the many gardens. I learned many things and saw many things too. I was student there attending one of the universities. The city was so full of life with the many gardens and the many races. There was hope for the future. How i did was i traveled back from my time to this one lived in atlantis for several millennia. Made friends there who i miss. The empire weathered many storms and recovered. I did the same with lemuria. Both had rich cultures and both had people who wanted a better tomarrow. Atlantis is a city the exists outside of time at least it was before i left it. They changed the vibration of their solar system and achoring it outside of time. They created a harmonic shield around there home system but this atlantis was not the one i remember as this one was full of desperate people who lost hope and stagnation set in. The shards each one has thier own flavor and culture to them some failed out right while others prospered for time. Some even trying to recreate what they lost enslaved other races and created soul reapers. Massive machines of death that would rip your very life force out of you then turn into a blueish liquid.

Dreams

my sister sunset and i shared a dream but someone stopped me and her from interacting. All the while i had this huge overwhelming feeling that needed sunny to use her book to reach twi. The question are me and her in the same reality. Earlier parts of the dreams were of me in the everfree making friends with the timber wolves. I was also trying to see my reflection then someone celestia's voice was showing my son fighting in far off war and the person showed a portal home to equestria again i felt the overwhelming feeling like needed to go home. Thats where this leads to me trying to reach sunny

Song reminds me of someone special

https://youtu.be/j97CrkfU8xk

A new memory

Had a dream was traveling to some zombie infested human world. I asked one the lead scientists if he had waveform tech. Then i gave him a Harmonic weapon purely designed to destabilize the zombie vibrations in effects releasing them from those cursed bodies. I then told him he take the credit for making it and saving his world. I traveled in time for a bit then i ended up in their future things were slightly better no zombies. I know i didn't get the credit but i saved people. people were trapped with those walking corpse and those who were running from them.

Reasons for the mlp

I know its hard for many to believe but its where i'm from. I can its vibrations and I've been there a few times via a dream visit.

Love

I'm the 7th element of harmony. The element of love. All the elements harmonize with one another. Form connections.Like sharing once essence with one another. The connections go deep and spreads like roots of tree. That's the conclusion i came to even though I would ignore it was staring me in the face

Equestria

Well it started with memories of me and twilight. She would always tell to concentrate that happened along time ago. I didn't know anything about otherkins but all that was shone to me via a dream visit. Later in 2014 in december my Alicorn mother showed herself to me and told me she was a princess. One thing i choose to leave out whenever i tell someone how i awoke. I mean it took another month of searching as i had alot of questions till i met a unicorn otherkin who could travel to the astral plane. I asked him if he could bring back any messages. Up to this point i didn't believe any of it. Later that day i got the message back and read it. It was instant,Like waking up from a long sleep and over the last few years i've had visits from family outside of equestria to having my friends and family from there visit me via the dream realm. It wasn't instant about me finding out who i was. More like remembering slowly. The world home is on is Equinis in the 4th realm of magic got that from a dream visit. My reality is different than most others still have the mane 6 and everypony there with few exceptions and events are the same but different. 


Yes she looked like she did in the shows. Its like they peered into our home realities. Her name is Celestia. Have Memories of her letting me choose my own path. Well the astral world is path way to many other realms or universes. The Astral plane is unto itself universe with many vibrations. Through dream visit I learned that equestria on a higher vibration than humans. With in my reality Celestia and Luna had 5 children and the father lives in the outer realms. My moms kids include me, Cadance,Sunset. Luna's kids are Dawn Light and Emerald Night. My birth name is Radiant Dawn when I reached my father people they gave me the name Ko'onthra and Emerald was given the name Qu'soolin. Kind been figuring out that she sent us out to learn new things and bring new ideas back home. Time passes differently back home then in the outer realms. I've learned so much and seen alot. My body is back home acting as anchor while my spiritual self is here I've incarnated here many times. All 5 of us are Alicorns some choose magical artifacts to hide in plane sight. I've met my other sisters and brothers from the outer realms. They speak light language which is way of speaking with emotions and images to convey ones feelings

Hammer of Justice

My war hammer is Called Divine Justice

Elven Life

My core being a winged unicorn but shared my part of my being with my elven mate. Creating a bond that goes beyond race and family binding the two. Allowing me to live life as an elf when i wanted to and my mate living life as a unicorn.Both aspects of ourselves. I originally went to the elves to learn about them and their culture. Came away with family ,friends and love. All of this happened in the elven crystal city of Nithinil where my daughter Ayaria is the chief healer and priestess, Gardian of the sacred forests of Nithinil. My elfven name is A'non Ronshoon and the name of my beloved Anar'Renshen administrator and master of liquid crystal magic.

New Sisters

made contact with three more elder sisters of mine narri, Eritoosh,Narrioosh. They vibrate at higher vibration

Someone who helped me center myself

got to visit home through a lucid dream

well first it started with me following a spider and someone telling me it was friend. Then suddenly I looked up and saw a bunch unicorns who ran by me I yelled out to them it me "ko'othra" to them and little one came other saw me and ran away cause in this human form. then another elder unicorn came over and touch his horn to where mine was. He was skeptical at first.after wards after touching my forehead he stepped back he was in humanoid form a smile on his face he said welcome home. He said our time was. short. We were enering what looked like some sort of fair or it could have been a market or something like that. He was introducing other people near by. Some other unicorn asked a question why I hadn't been able to come home sooner? Thelder was about to respond but I said "Its beause suick at it back there" which got laugh. I asked if I could see great mother but he said there wasn't time. We had entered some sort of tent he ws looking for something but I saw all these other unicorns all in humanoid form they looked happy to see me. I really wanted to stay. However time was short.I was supposed to bring back something but because of the connection I starting to wake up.Damm this human body. I was fading in and out. The nameand the writing was "nithanil" I know not or what he or she is but that was the name. We barely had enough time to run to some sort of shrine to some of my memories but i was too late. When we were running we transformed back our right shape. I think the reason they assumed the reason they assumed humanoid form was because of this human brains limitations.

3/20/15, 3:38 PM

Just so torn up inside.

3/20/15, 6:10 PM

hi 

*nuzzle* dream sounds pretty intense

It wasn't dream. I was there for a short time but still thank you "nuzzles"

ahh, you said lucid dream, is what I mean *nod*

yes sis

💜

 

My eyes were closed I saw an image of a spider focused on it. then suddenly i was there.I don't really know how. I thought was a lucid dream but maybe it wasn't. I have no idea

very interesting experience in any case 😃

i agree 😃

 

I'm happy to have at least seen home and be myself again for a short time.

yay 😃

😃

💜

found the other unicorns at unicorn grove

they won't forgive hok

didn't know that place was still active

somewhat its still sort of dead. unicorn still view things but won't answer

ah

😊

3/20/15, 7:54 PM

good night

3/20/15, 10:58 PM

good morning

3/22/15, 12:19 PM

belated good morning 😃

 how are you?

doing good

yay 😀

😊

 how have you been?

good! pretty spring day

thats cool 😃

Hok had roam take a look at me. Just to see what i looked like.

neat, how'd she see you?

With Ko'onthra I see a unicorn. There are some pink-ish details to the coat but overall it's white in my vision. The mane and tail are both so long they're dragging after her when she walks and she's looking really glum for some reason. The environment I see her in is dark, but that might be the "mood" seeping through. I sensed the beginning of a shield when I approached, but I easily slipped past it.

the dark is cause my friend that I have over is negative for the most part

oo 😃

😃

roam was confused about my friend. Cause we thought maybe a unicorn unawakened

 Makes my head hurt and my focus to drift. I'm getting a lot of mixed impressions here, but I'm not sure if any of it applies. The closest I can describe it is "Fairycorn", because it's throwing multiple things at me and then trying to combine all of them into one. Like "it hall all of these parts but it usually looks a lot like a human". The impressions I get are a mix of fairy, pegasus, unicorn and angel. Which is a weird combination, I know. Honestly, I would take this with a handful of salt, because my head doesn't feel right at the moment.
Me: Don't worry. You did well. They don't want you to see the David guy, methinks. Don't want us to give him the answer.
He was asking me if he was a unicorn.
I can usually tell, but not with this one. That's why I asked for your help.
Roam: That makes sense. Dunno why it'd be hidden, though. I suppose he's at a stage in his development where he's very susceptible to outside influence.
So he needs to discover on his own first?
Me: Seems that way.

I personally thing self discovery is the only way to really know anyhow

yeah your right

😃

I'm starting to find I'm not as interested as I was in human things as I was before. Like i used to enjoy playing vid games.

ahh. that comes and goes for me. I've had periods of disinterested but eventually my interests return 😃

ok cool 😃

thank goodness cause it'd be a pretty boring life otherwise hehe

yeah it would

wouldn't want to be bored while I'm here

3/22/15, 6:26 PM

hope you enjoy the rest of your night sis

3/22/15, 7:09 PM

eeinny

eeeinnny

😃

I keep forgetting to ask if you play wow, I saw you posted one of the cinematic on g+ at one point 😃

I used to play wow. Now i play elder scrolls online from time to time

😃

ahh kk 😃

Its no prob. Made a few friends on wow. Still have a lvl 80 dranie 

elder scrolls went to free to play

😃

 I've dabbled on Ally side but most of my friends play Horde, alas. never tried elder scrolls.

I was ally tried horde but never went all the way. my favorite race is the dranie played on ghostlands

😃

☺

erebor my little dran hunter

my main's a belf hunter 😃

cool

Havn't been on in ages

Cataclysm was the one i was on when i stopped playing

I took a break for a while during Pandaria, otherwise have pretty much been on steady since BC

Hows game now with the added stuff to it?

I really like it. keeps improving.

maybe I'll check it out

I am big into the pet collecting. is fun minigame 😃

Yeah i a lot of pets a lot I got from shat

☺

😃

I'll have to get few of expansion.

if you just get the most recent one, all the rest are included now

ok cool

Not letting into my account cause I forgot my password. My mistake was too many attempts

lol eep oh noes

Have to try again later

lol

hate it when that happens

yeah its a pain in the rear. None of my old friends play anymore

a bunch of mine quit for a while but thankfully they mostly all came back 😀

yeah think i might come back. Still play elder scrolls too on the side. They have a new justice system.

3/23/15, 9:24 PM

good night

3/23/15, 10:42 PM

good morning

3/24/15, 7:35 AM

evening

eeeeeiiinnyy

3/25/15, 7:37 PM

eeeinny

Shimmer • 3/25/15, 8:37 PM

😊

how is your day going? 

3/25/15, 9:22 PM

good 😃

 you?

Shimmer • 3/25/15, 10:27 PM

It was ok.

3/26/15, 5:31 AM

Good morning

morning 😃

Hello:)

I was able to channel gm for first time. It was very intense and I felt her love at the same time.

*smile* that's great

*hugs* I have to run for work, have a good day

Ok have great day 😃

'nuzzles"

3/27/15, 10:04 AM

good morning 😃

 have a great day

3/31/15, 11:41 AM

good morning 😃

 have a great day

4/9/15, 8:53 AM

good morning sis hope things are going well for you

4/11/15, 7:40 AM

morning 😃

 yep, things are good! how about you?

going good have a much stronger connection to home.can feel the others at home slightly

good hear thing are going good for you

*smile* that's great

😃

going to leaving shortly off to help a friend out. Hope you have great weekend sis

had a wierd dream where at the end of it this elderly voice was telling me my next ma'aten would be your daughter and someone named fadeer. another dream repeated the same message. no clue what it means

😊

wow, very interesting dream 😃

 *hugs* have a good day!

 "hugs" you too sis 💜

4/11/15, 12:37 PM

gn

4/12/15, 2:10 AM

another recently awakened unicorn on facebook has shown up

i hope you are well sis

4/22/15, 4:43 PM

Hokolntha just out of the blue turned on me and said doesn't want to talk to me for a time whatever that means. Lia and rashek said i didn't do anything

4/30/15, 1:08 AM

*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that 😞

 I agree with what others have been sharing.. it's sad, but sadly unsurprising. sigh.

Its np. It hurts but I guess I had to find out the hard way

if it makes you feel any better, I noticed awhile back that he blocked me too.. without any word, for any reason I can tell. it's definitely not just you, we've pretty much all experienced this at some point, or multiple points.

It sort of reminds me of an exfriend of mine.

*nod*

Lia adopted as her daughter ☺

oh really ☺

 that's lovely

Yeah she been really helpful.

She has huge heat

oops heart

☺

😊

I guess my path lies with being reborn as her daughter and becoming an elder

I was able to chat with future version of me or possible future

4/30/15, 10:46 PM

good night

4/30/15, 11:14 PM

Hey sis, Greylight wanted to know if you wanted to know if you wanted to talk to him on skype.

His skype name is Greylight_s

5/11/15, 9:49 AM

good night

5/12/15, 5:35 AM

that just reminded me that I hadn't responded to your question here, sorry! I'm happy to chat with Greylight here (he's messaged me here before) but I don't really use Skype anymore.

its no prob. I just keep tring to find other unicorns to meet and make friends with.

you've found quite a few it seems ☺

 (and these names are all familiar to me, I let people reach their own conclusions though)

Yeah lately though been bad cases of homesickness

my aunt Co'senrey visited me in dream

that's nice ☺

 the visit, not the homesickness. I know how that is.

I remember bits and pieces of home. Like i was staring at green lawn of grass and it made me think of the fields of home. 

yes, it's very hard. I try to embrace how wonderful that is though and appreciate the beauty of the grass here and now ☺

yeah your right but i just feel so down. When illiane'thi is around she does brighten up my day.

☺

good ☺

though she would annoyed if i call her by her name she insists i call her ma'aten. which i'm more than happy to do.

☺

😊

5/13/15, 11:52 PM

feeling happier now thanks to the good vibes and positive energy

☺

oh good ☺

😀

5/14/15, 12:11 AM

Hope you have an awesome day.

5/24/15, 11:53 AM

good night

6/9/15, 10:33 PM

hey, I was chatting with Greylight last night and he mentioned that he feels really bad about inviting you to a forum that turned out to be not as friendly as he thought. and he says he's sent you a few messages trying to get in touch but hasn't heard back, so he was wondering if you're upset with him. I don't mean to put myself in the middle, just wanted to pass that along in case you just didn't get his messages.

Its no prob. I just stopped going to that forum. I'm not mad at him at all.

The reason i went there cause darklight uses that forum so i thought maybe i could check it out. They weren't too friendly.

*nod nod*

the summer solstice is tomorrow kind of interesting

hope you have an awesome week