homesickness

My homesickness got the best of me when i to bed. I alway try to preset a happy face to other but sometimes my homesickness just gets the best of me. When i called out to my dam she didn't come. The only one there was my other grand dam and my grand sire fadeyr. Maybe there were others but i didn't know grand dam helped put me to sleep. I always try to find happiness here but its just very to find said happiness. Most of my family is over there and can visit in spirit form which sucks.I'm missing out on kids growing to be here.I have no choice but to go on as I always have. The homesickness will pass.