Cheats and liars

My experience with humans hasn't been a good one. They always seem to lie to me once they get to know me better. Pull one over on me almost all the time. I think do remember an elder telling me that humans can't be trusted I know set out to prove him wrong . Can't discount i have human friends that are both true to thier word. Its just some of the others less than so.Always telling me one thing than doing another.

Crystals

Crystals come in all shapes and sizes some can be used as information storage while others can store your very memories in them for later retrieval. Some can be turned into computers either molecular computers or harmonic or quantum. Some can be used as harmonic scanners or for healing useing harmonic fields. Guiding comps for our golems and other robots. Shields and weapons if the need should rise. violence is absolutely is of last resort. Its all about changing the latices of said crystals or cause the latices keep changing depending on what they required to do.I remeber inventing that. In the past we could change the latices to do what we need them to do but we had to have the crystal plugged into a machine to do it. I just made it to do whatever job it had to do whenever or whatever said crystal is pluged into often said crystal is very heart of said devices is everything all in one. Engine and energy converter and battery all at the same time useing micro latices in the crystal. Part of it is useing nanomachinces to make the changes to the crystal latices on the fly

Enlightenment for beginners

If you want something like enlightenment Just do it. Don't over think it as it far simpler than you might imagine.Look within yourself and feel the energy that surrounds you.Feel the vibration of said energy.now picture that energy as something more.Focus on that energy. Picture it becoming brighter soon it becomes a blinding star. Now feel the energy flow through you. As you are now one with the universe picture the universe in the palm of your hand feel the energy course through. See all planets and stars feel their energy radiate from within you. Now feel your vibration. You can feel it throbbing like a heart. Now with the understanding you have unlocked now picture yourself in all places and in all times past ,present,and future all exist at one point. You are that point. Feel the energy of all it surrounding you and binding with you. Look within yourself and you will understand the lesson. Everyone comes with a different understanding or truth. Maybe everything i say is utter nonsense but that is for you to decide

Hele'cata the watcher visited me today

Hele'cata the watcher visited me today and told me that good things will come my way. Turns out she a unicorn and my elder sister. See all possible futures.

Estus the storyteller

Had dream visit from a old dear friend and personal hero of mine who stood up to humans. He inspired us to stand up to bullies. To a human he would like one these dogmen that everyone keeps seeing. In the fae realms or in the realms i'm familiar with he has books he has written and is a house hold name. Every kid knows of him that's what inspired me to become who i am now. One things he hates the most are bullies in any shape and form.

visiting the fae wood and new memory

It started out where me and qu were invited by a king for his party both of us were in our dwarven aspects, We were a part of the dwarven courts. Both me and qu were honored warriors to be there. Dwarfs don't care about false deeds and many would see through such thing. Both us were only invited as we were both coming from positions of power. Cause both of us are dwarven kings. I remember both of us were at this party having fun. Eating and drinking ourselves into a stuper. I then discovered some dwarven lass had stolen some artifacts.I then had called qu over and we questioned her. I don't know what happened to her as thats when the memory ends.



Had another visit to the fae woods got to see more family and it felt good to be there.I really miss my families. Last time when i manage to get free of this stupid world i said i don't want to go back well here I am.

A new understanding

Shaukat Ali Let me ask you another question if you answered tht, you will hv an answer to this question as well. The question is" Does reasoning faculty exist, if yes, any visible evidence or proof?"

 · Reply · 16 mins

Dylan Barker The answer is reality itself and the perception of said reality. Once you understand where you are within said reality and understand that you exist in all times and places then your possibilities are endless. Think 5th dimensionally. 5th dimensional wave drift and harmonics as everything vibrates.Reality itself vibrates as does everything within said reality vibrates.

Last Unicorn - Pale

Feeling abit left out.

Its probably my fault for feeling this way. In the unicorn Sanctuary I feel like the odd one out. It probably something I did or said. Sometimes i just so tired of being here. Oh well i just keep going forward as I always do. Seems i have lonely path here on this world. :''(

Came to realization

The group i belong to isn't called the protectors but Sentinels. Watching for any threat always even when we take a break and go exploring. Once a Sentinel always a Sentinel. This whole group was created by great mother deal with threats. Capture,analyze,evaluate, and rehabilitate. Those that can't be are imprisoned in an artificial universe housed in vault.

The Now Meditation

The Now Meditation

Corn site that is dead

There is place to find unicorn kin here though site is almost completely dead you have some corns who see your posts but won't really answer you. Unicorngrove

Things I've crafted

Well it name or rather names of things I crafted and imbued with power or had help with the process.
A sword called the "Tears of the Fallen"
A warhammer Called "divine retribution"
I see sword silver in form with blue glowing gem in the hilt and its an angel sword I created called "divine Justice" There many other swords,shields, and armour i crafted. Along with my inventions.

Fiona's Visit

Fiona came through dream visit today. Show me a memory of the past when the fairies were displaced by humans I was there as my fairy self. I forget most of it but I learned just how deep the sharing of essences goes or rather relearning it. Well i thought it was sharing the more personal part of yourself with another and they with you its actually extremely deeper the connection. You are more than just mates but you are part of that family literally part it. Blueleaf is my actual sister along with all of her uncles and parents.Fiona is my Sister.

harmonic resonance

Sigh here i don't remember to much but here goes. Everything in the universe vibrates on certain frequencies even at the subatomic levels. Using that mindset you can track anything in the known universe but listening to right frequency. Crystals give of certain  frequencies and using  harmonic resonance  of said crystal you can make just about anything you could ever imagine. Runes withing the crystal lattice funnel the magic or energy into doing what you want it to do. Some are used to make advance computers back home while other can be used and act as a prison containing the energy of a bad guy as it were. One could even create a magical engine to power just about anything as magic just another form of energy. It all comes down to the lattice of a certain crystal and using special tool to alter the lattice a certain way so to speak and create a pathway for the energy.

A magical engine is basically a device that draws in energy of some kind and converts it into an energy that you can use to power said object. Like for instance one engine using the power of love could take that energy and convert it into an energy to make an energy field to surround  a certain structure though course said structure acts like focusing beacon to project said field around it.
 To those don't think love is an energy well when you love you give off energy. Hell any emotion you give off releases said energy. A magical engine would just capture said energy and convert into something more usable. When said engine feeds off a certain type of energy it needs that sort of energy constantly to sustain it reaction. Sort of like what goes on in a star. Back home i understand the math behind all of this. I have many war machines or Golems that use this concept. They a crystal that gives off a constant charge that fuels the engine in turn power the glem and powering everything. The Golems are one of my greatest creations as they were meant to fight the darkness and have many anti magic runes built into their armor they also have built in energy projectors that add a layer of energy over the hull. Every Golem has both energy and melee weapons, Low yield projectile weapons, Portable energy shields, containment crystals. There more sleeker ones that can act as assassin's if the need were to arise but for the most part they are only to be used in extreme instances. To date none of these have ever been needed that much i do remember.

Easy fight

Had another memory pop up about how i fought and imprisoned someone in vault that houses many other evils buried somewhere deep that no or anything will find it.



                                                                          cthulhu

                                                    This guy is in prison that can never be breached and he will never again trouble anyone. It was a very easy fight he about to pop into world and i was there waiting for him. I just used a containment crystal and it sucked him right into it. He was none the wiser. Also some other being telling me i was famous but just shrugged it off and went back to work like it was nothing. I didn't care about being famous .At that place or organization we would see a threat and deal with it before it ever gave rise to something terrible. I memories of me being part this organization. We always work in the shadows so other can live in peace.  Like how hok said once upon a time was going go dark well i guarantee with have a nice little cell with his name on it if that ever were to happen.  Something i do remember we don't screw around. We either contain, use diplomacy,bribe, or kill if the need arises.The things i do remember are about prisons where they were built on hostile worlds using advanced fields to hold back the hostile gases and form breathable atmosphere. The last person out would activate a program that would lock the facility down and turn of the fields and destroy the portal crystal. 3 such facilities exist each containing horrors. Including this dumbass. I don't know gave him a chance to talk it was just holding said crystal and poof.                                                                                                                      

Well i guess the unicorn community went bye bye

• n September 4th, 2001 the one many of you know as Nimkaru awakened. It was a 'Hard Awakening' when all of his memories and magick came flooding back over a very painful 5 day period. The Migraines, headaches and struggling to not go insane were terrible. Lucky for him, he had his mate with him at the time, Lorac Black, an elvin thief. Kin attract kin as the saying goes I guess.
  
  Lorac introducted him to the world of Otherkin. As he struggled to learn control and more about himself he joined the MSN group Otherkin. There, he worked his way up to Mod, then Assistant Owner, then Owner. After spending about a year or 2 there he grew tired of dealing of others not of his kind and longed for the company of other Unicorns. In his search he joined Simon Skiles'(Avenger's)web group 'Always Believe'.
  
  On the surface it was wonderful. He adored the community and the people in it. He even pledged his loyalty to Avenger himself. Surrounded with such peace and love and himself adding to that it was an excellent place for a lot of Unicorns. Then he discovered what was really going on.
  
  Simon\Avenger\Emshir was using his site to serve his own purpose. He was searching for his long lost mate, which by itself, is fine. But he also was using the web group as his own personal dating site and he adored the young ones of between 12-16. There was one little girl from New Zealand that touched off the war that started all this. I think her name was Ari. She was 12, he was in his 30's. Some disagree within the community arose out of what happened next. Nimkaru felt filled with righteous fury of such a harmful and selfish thing. From the lips of Avengers on wife, he was trying to get Ari out to his place to spend time with him. He didn't want his wife, fallfaery there when she came. He claimed it was all innocent but I felt and I knew different. Nimkaru and I share the blood line of 3\4 Pegasus and 1\4 Unicorn. As a Pegasus I was a Dream Warrior, a higher level guardian summoned only to fight anyone who attacked the dream realm. I have a sense for whats evil and dark and he smelt of dark intentions concerning this little girl.
  
  The War was devastating. Nimkaru was removed from the group so he formed his own. Unicorns who sided with him, joined him. Unicorns who wanted to believe in the good of Avenger or couldn't believe their Lead Stallion of so long was a pedophile stayed with him. It fractured the community in a way that hurt everyone involved, except Avenger.
  
  In Nimkaru's talks with him and later on his wife, he learned his anger was purely directed at me taking away his plan for the community which basically came down to a society and utopia for Unicorns in which he was ruler and was allowed his harem of the fillies and mares. No one knew this. They only knew of his plans to make a place for us, away from society, living together in peace.

  Aka more drama and more drama. More high school drama. I mean really this kind of thing is what would cause war and death if it weren't for the fact they we don't any actual power on this world. I remember helping freedom fighters fight against what all this would have happened. The only thing Nim,Hok, and Aru have done is to cause pain and misery to those who sought peace and harmony. I recently awaken to find a shattered community. Great Mother would be ashamed of all this utter nonsense that's going on. At least Ahura didn't get caught up in all this high school bs. The dude is doing good things. Helping people out and being the kick ass teacher he always was. I'm just very disappointed in these three people who cause division and harm.
• Tiffany

  Message 2 of 2 , Jul 7, 2011 

  Oh gosh, I remember all of this. There was actually two incidents. The one who I have always worried about was River, Avenger's daughter. I myself felt caught in the middle because I was very close to both Nimkaru and Avenger and technically didn't take any sides because I wanted things to settle peacefully. I had hope I could change Avenger's mind, but I now see that I can't change someone who doesn't want to be changed.
  
  Mirielle aka Pristine.\
• 
  

The end of the conversation

good morning Co'hema

7/19/15, 7:03 AM

Morning, dear ☺

Unknown • 7/19/15, 12:42 PM

afternoon ☺

7/19/15, 2:46 PM

Thank you for never lying to me and never being mean to me.

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:23 PM

its no prob co'hema

7/19/15, 5:24 PM

😊

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:25 PM

managed to find a new mate. Turns out an old friend of mine has agreed to be mate

7/19/15, 5:26 PM

On Earth or over there?

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:27 PM

over there

7/19/15, 5:28 PM

Did he come to you?

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:31 PM

he was the one i had met through the guided meditation meet your unicorn. Turn out i had met when ui was exploring before i came here

but yes he did come to me. Both of us had agreed to wait till i got but he then decided he could not wait.So i ask him and ask my family what they thought of him. They gave the green light

7/19/15, 5:35 PM

So have you two synced yet?

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:39 PM

 i can feel him if that's what you mean

7/19/15, 5:40 PM

Synced heartbeats

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:41 PM

no i don't think we have

7/19/15, 5:41 PM

Well get on it! 💜

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:42 PM

i forget how to.

7/19/15, 5:42 PM

In your unicorn form over there, he lays his neck across your mane. You both relax and focus on each other. After a moment, if you are compatible, your heart and his will align and beat together.

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:43 PM

oh ok i guess i'll go lie down for abit then. 

7/19/15, 5:44 PM

Happy love! 💜

😊

Unknown • 7/19/15, 5:45 PM

ty co'hema see you in awhile ❤

 

7/19/15, 5:45 PM

Night night, dear. 💜

Unknown • 7/20/15, 12:52 AM

good night Co'hema

❤

7/20/15, 1:34 AM

good morning Co'hema

7/20/15, 8:54 AM

Morning dear

Unknown • 7/20/15, 10:24 AM

😊

7/20/15, 10:48 AM

Man do I have a long journal entry to write today. Blah. Write yourself!

Unknown • 7/20/15, 10:52 AM

lol

too bad we can't use our magic here.

7/20/15, 10:53 AM

We can use some of it.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 10:56 AM

true for healing. I had dream where could literally control the weather.

7/20/15, 10:57 AM

I can

Unknown • 7/20/15, 10:57 AM

in the past i would ask for sunny day and it would happen. It happened twice in row.

7/20/15, 11:00 AM

See?

Unknown • 7/20/15, 11:00 AM

very true i just havn't tried in long time

7/20/15, 11:01 AM

So I made the decision to let Donna look into my life by having her read On Being Unicorn (she was trying to talk to me yesterday...texts weren't coming through). I decided this because she was already sensing something was different about me, and it was consuming her thoughts.
She has started reading the book. We'll see what happens.
Donna = Saturday's date, in case either of you forgot. ☺

I've also decided I'm going to let dates know about me as soon as they start talking about sensing things. I'm not going to keep it a secret because that's a pain. Probably chase most of them away, but so be it.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 12:41 PM

I wish you luck in all things Co'hema. 

May you find happiness here. ☺

7/20/15, 1:45 PM

Thanks for the generic well wishing! 😉

Journal has been updated.

I added another unicorn to the Astral Being list: T'logrin.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 1:51 PM

Well i meant every word brother. I do hope you find happiness down here even if you view humans as children.

7/20/15, 1:52 PM

Damn chillens! 😉

Unknown • 7/20/15, 1:52 PM

lol

thats cool youi added another unicorn to the list

7/20/15, 1:53 PM

Conversation with Donna so far as she reads through On Being Unicorn (journal book from last year's blogs): 

Is this all done online??? I mean do you guys meet?
Depends on the person. Some I've met face to face. Some only online.
Are there many who believe as u do?
Yes
Believe is the wrong word, but I don't want to start that discussion right now, so we'll go with that. tongue emoticon
I knew it was... But couldn't come up with a more fitting word.... 
I understand that. Think of it like this: You wouldn't say you believe humans exist. You accept that as fact. So you simply say, "Humans exist." Same thing for the stuff you are reading.
But how could I have asked the question I did.... Without using believe ???
That I don't know. I still haven't found a better way of wording it. tongue emoticon
Gotcha!
So I'm wondering .... In ur "belief" for lack of a better word...... What will this make me??? Where/ how will I fit in ?
Finish reading the book. In the November section you'll encounter a woman named Wendy. That's where you'll find the answer to that question.
Ok

Unknown • 7/20/15, 1:56 PM

interesting. I wonder how she will respond when she finds out the truth. She seems very inquisitive.

7/20/15, 1:59 PM

Unknown nods

We shall see

Unknown • 7/20/15, 2:03 PM

I see its very dangerous to get between lia and her chocolate. 😉

7/20/15, 2:06 PM

LOL yeah I knew you would like that.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 2:07 PM

I get the feeling lia is smiling

7/20/15, 2:08 PM

She was distracted by something else.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 2:09 PM

oh may be it was some else then

7/20/15, 2:09 PM

Yeah she wasn't paying attention and Rashek isn't here.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 2:10 PM

qu'soolin is playing assassins creed unity and getting his ass kicked. lol

its just funny. I tell him to sneak and he for the full frontal attack

7/20/15, 2:13 PM

Heh I have that same problem in games.

You know me, though. As a warrior, I was never one for sneaking.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 2:13 PM

very true

Difference is you would most likely kick but instead of dieing left and right like my brother

7/20/15, 2:21 PM

Oh no I die all the time in those games.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 2:23 PM

same here. Most times i get lucky or plant a mine or two. And some silly player runs over it.

7/20/15, 2:24 PM

Heh

Unknown • 7/20/15, 2:24 PM

or sunder ie troop carrier full of 12 people runs over a mine and boom. To me its only happened twice

7/20/15, 2:30 PM

staying cool Co'hema

7/20/15, 3:18 PM

?

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:19 PM

i just thought hot over where you

7/20/15, 3:19 PM

Nope

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:19 PM

ok your lucky

7/20/15, 3:19 PM

Yup ☺

How do u find them online....? The people u talk to in ur book?
I originally ran a website for it. But there are online communities / message boards / social media pages, etc.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:20 PM

she interested unicorn kin ? thats cool

7/20/15, 3:21 PM

What is it called ? Does it have a name ?
There are many all over the place.
I mean.... Do ur "beliefs " have a name.....
Hang on let my confer with my fellow friends and see what we can agree on.

What would you say?

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:21 PM

on being what we are. When i awakened it was like everything i've ever held dear was all a lie. Told keep me in check so other could have power over me.

7/20/15, 3:23 PM

That doesn't say what term to use. That's what she wants to know. I'm not sure "otherkin" is right anymore.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:24 PM

other souled

as we don't have the same souls humans do. We far more than we appear

7/20/15, 3:25 PM

Unknown nods

Let me see what others say, too.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:26 PM

😊

7/20/15, 3:26 PM

☺

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:26 PM

Dylan nuzzles lia and hok

😊

So what does Sleepy say about why Abigail and I are doing the crying thing now? Any ideas from her?

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:36 PM

she said something about how both of you are connected.

7/20/15, 3:37 PM

I know that. I mean why is it happening now?

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:38 PM

she said she come to you directly and explain everything to you

7/20/15, 3:39 PM

Okay but I won't be able to chat with her today.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:40 PM

she just said she ttalk to lia and she can share with you the details

7/20/15, 3:41 PM

I was thinking that. Or maybe she was and I heard it. Or something. ☺

Unknown • 7/20/15, 3:42 PM

Its possible

7/20/15, 3:44 PM

Dylan yawns and settled down for a nap

Unknown wants cookies

Back

Unknown • 7/20/15, 6:09 PM

Dylan brings Hokolntha and lia chocolate chips cookies.

Here is what Sleepy said. Abigail and I are crying for humanity because we are feeling their birthing pains as they begin a new time. Why we are feeling it now is because we have finally become attuned to it as we discover our own selves. Abigail and I are developing at a similar pace.

As for if it will continue, that depends on if we learn how to lessen the intensity.

This new time has been going on for a little while now, and it is uncertain how long this birth will take. There is no set date.

That's it

Unknown • 7/20/15, 9:52 PM

for some reason i keep feeling like i want cry. Like there is this deep sadness.

it won't go away

7/20/15, 9:53 PM

Yes you're feeling it, too.

Communication by imagery is awesome. I'm glad I relearned how.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 9:54 PM

interesting

I'm happy both you and abigail are evolving to the next level. You are heading towards your goal.

7/20/15, 9:57 PM

Sounds like you are, too. 😃

Unknown • 7/20/15, 9:57 PM

maybe but when i get back I'm still going to be with my family. If takes me time I will try to help the other unicorns evolve to the next level. It might take a few centuries to do it. Even those have lost thier way. I'll find away to help them.

7/20/15, 9:59 PM

Nothing wrong with that. That's a good goal.

Unknown • 7/20/15, 10:02 PM

thanks I'll have alot friends i can depend on and you to act as beacon for the other to follow you. In time other unicorns will join you.

7/20/15, 10:03 PM

Yes they will

Unknown • 7/20/15, 10:04 PM

Dylan nods

😊

7/20/15, 10:12 PM

I'm out! Sleeps time!

Love you! 💜

😊

Unknown • 7/20/15, 11:43 PM

good night co'hema love you ❤

 

7/20/15, 11:44 PM

Guess who's here? Me! 😊

Unknown • 7/21/15, 10:03 AM

Good Morning Co'hema

😊

7/21/15, 10:16 AM

☺

Unknown • 7/21/15, 10:18 AM

sleep well ?

7/21/15, 10:19 AM

Ya

Unknown • 7/21/15, 10:19 AM

good to hear

7/21/15, 10:19 AM

I'm back

7/21/15, 11:50 AM

Trying to keep all my chats in one place. Which is better for you: Facebook or Google?

Unknown • 7/21/15, 11:50 AM

either is fine

which do you prefer 

7/21/15, 11:51 AM

Nearly everyone I talk to uses Facebook. I'm trying to consolidate all my chats into one place. Let's use FB.

Unknown • 7/21/15, 11:52 AM

ok

off to fb the book of faces

7/21/15, 11:53 AM

hey hok there is a unicorn looking for you

her name on google is alynna trypnotk

8/15/15, 2:45 PM