My conversation with Shimmer

got to visit home through a lucid dream

well first it started with me following a spider and someone telling me it was friend. Then suddenly I looked up and saw a bunch unicorns who ran by me I yelled out to them it me "ko'othra" to them and little one came other saw me and ran away cause in this human form. then another elder unicorn came over and touch his horn to where mine was. He was skeptical at first.after wards after touching my forehead he stepped back he was in humanoid form a smile on his face he said welcome home. He said our time was. short. We were enering what looked like some sort of fair or it could have been a market or something like that. He was introducing other people near by. Some other unicorn asked a question why I hadn't been able to come home sooner? The elder was about to respond but I said "Its because suck at it back there" which got laugh. I asked if I could see great mother but he said there wasn't time. We had entered some sort of tent he was looking for something but I saw all these other unicorns all in humanoid form they looked happy to see me. I really wanted to stay. However time was short.I was supposed to bring back something but because of the connection I starting to wake up.Damm this human body. I was fading in and out. The nameand the writing was "nithanil" I know not or what he or she is but that was the name. We barely had enough time to run to some sort of shrine to some of my memories but i was too late. When we were running we transformed back our right shape. I think the reason they assumed the reason they assumed humanoid form was because of this human brains limitations.

3/20/15, 3:38 PM

Just so torn up inside.

3/20/15, 6:10 PM

hi 

*nuzzle* dream sounds pretty intense

It wasn't dream. I was there for a short time but still thank you "nuzzles"

ahh, you said lucid dream, is what I mean *nod*

yes sis

💜

 

My eyes were closed I saw an image of a spider focused on it. then suddenly i was there.I don't really know how. I thought was a lucid dream but maybe it wasn't. I have no idea

very interesting experience in any case 😃

i agree 😃

 

I'm happy to have at least seen home and be myself again for a short time.

yay 😃

😃

💜

found the other unicorns at unicorn grove

they won't forgive hok

didn't know that place was still active

somewhat its still sort of dead. unicorn still view things but won't answer

ah

😊

3/20/15, 7:54 PM

good night

3/20/15, 10:58 PM

good morning

3/22/15, 12:19 PM

belated good morning 😃

 how are you?

doing good

yay 😀

😊

 how have you been?

good! pretty spring day

thats cool 😃

Hok had roam take a look at me. Just to see what i looked like.

neat, how'd she see you?

With Ko'onthra I see a unicorn. There are some pink-ish details to the coat but overall it's white in my vision. The mane and tail are both so long they're dragging after her when she walks and she's looking really glum for some reason. The environment I see her in is dark, but that might be the "mood" seeping through. I sensed the beginning of a shield when I approached, but I easily slipped past it.

the dark is cause my friend that I have over is negative for the most part

oo 😃

😃

roam was confused about my friend. Cause we thought maybe a unicorn unawakened

 Makes my head hurt and my focus to drift. I'm getting a lot of mixed impressions here, but I'm not sure if any of it applies. The closest I can describe it is "Fairycorn", because it's throwing multiple things at me and then trying to combine all of them into one. Like "it hall all of these parts but it usually looks a lot like a human". The impressions I get are a mix of fairy, pegasus, unicorn and angel. Which is a weird combination, I know. Honestly, I would take this with a handful of salt, because my head doesn't feel right at the moment.
Me: Don't worry. You did well. They don't want you to see the David guy, methinks. Don't want us to give him the answer.
He was asking me if he was a unicorn.
I can usually tell, but not with this one. That's why I asked for your help.
Roam: That makes sense. Dunno why it'd be hidden, though. I suppose he's at a stage in his development where he's very susceptible to outside influence.
So he needs to discover on his own first?
Me: Seems that way.

I personally thing self discovery is the only way to really know anyhow

yeah your right

😃

I'm starting to find I'm not as interested as I was in human things as I was before. Like i used to enjoy playing vid games.

ahh. that comes and goes for me. I've had periods of disinterested but eventually my interests return 😃

ok cool 😃

thank goodness cause it'd be a pretty boring life otherwise hehe

yeah it would

wouldn't want to be bored while I'm here

3/22/15, 6:26 PM

hope you enjoy the rest of your night sis

3/22/15, 7:09 PM

eeinny

eeeinnny

😃

I keep forgetting to ask if you play wow, I saw you posted one of the cinematic on g+ at one point 😃

I used to play wow. Now i play elder scrolls online from time to time

😃

ahh kk 😃

Its no prob. Made a few friends on wow. Still have a lvl 80 dranie 

elder scrolls went to free to play

😃

 I've dabbled on Ally side but most of my friends play Horde, alas. never tried elder scrolls.

I was ally tried horde but never went all the way. my favorite race is the dranie played on ghostlands

😃

☺

erebor my little dran hunter

my main's a belf hunter 😃

cool

Havn't been on in ages

Cataclysm was the one i was on when i stopped playing

I took a break for a while during Pandaria, otherwise have pretty much been on steady since BC

Hows game now with the added stuff to it?

I really like it. keeps improving.

maybe I'll check it out

I am big into the pet collecting. is fun minigame 😃

Yeah i a lot of pets a lot I got from shat

☺

😃

I'll have to get few of expansion.

if you just get the most recent one, all the rest are included now

ok cool

Not letting into my account cause I forgot my password. My mistake was too many attempts

lol eep oh noes

Have to try again later

lol

hate it when that happens

yeah its a pain in the rear. None of my old friends play anymore

a bunch of mine quit for a while but thankfully they mostly all came back 😀

yeah think i might come back. Still play elder scrolls too on the side. They have a new justice system.

3/23/15, 9:24 PM

good night

3/23/15, 10:42 PM

good morning

3/24/15, 7:35 AM

evening

eeeeeiiinnyy

3/25/15, 7:37 PM

eeeinny

Shimmer • 3/25/15, 8:37 PM

😊

how is your day going? 

3/25/15, 9:22 PM

good 😃

 you?

Shimmer • 3/25/15, 10:27 PM

It was ok.

3/26/15, 5:31 AM

Good morning

morning 😃

Hello:)

I was able to channel gm for first time. It was very intense and I felt her love at the same time.

*smile* that's great

*hugs* I have to run for work, have a good day

Ok have great day 😃

'nuzzles"

3/27/15, 10:04 AM

good morning 😃

 have a great day

3/31/15, 11:41 AM

good morning 😃

 have a great day

4/9/15, 8:53 AM

good morning sis hope things are going well for you

4/11/15, 7:40 AM

morning 😃

 yep, things are good! how about you?

going good have a much stronger connection to home.can feel the others at home slightly

good hear thing are going good for you

*smile* that's great

😃

going to leaving shortly off to help a friend out. Hope you have great weekend sis

had a wierd dream where at the end of it this elderly voice was telling me my next ma'aten would be your daughter and someone named fadeer. another dream repeated the same message. no clue what it means

😊

wow, very interesting dream 😃

 *hugs* have a good day!

 "hugs" you too sis 💜

4/11/15, 12:37 PM

gn

4/12/15, 2:10 AM

another recently awakened unicorn on facebook has shown up

i hope you are well sis

4/22/15, 4:43 PM

Hokolntha just out of the blue turned on me and said doesn't want to talk to me for a time whatever that means. Lia and rashek said i didn't do anything

4/30/15, 1:08 AM

*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that 😞

 I agree with what others have been sharing.. it's sad, but sadly unsurprising. sigh.

Its np. It hurts but I guess I had to find out the hard way

if it makes you feel any better, I noticed awhile back that he blocked me too.. without any word, for any reason I can tell. it's definitely not just you, we've pretty much all experienced this at some point, or multiple points.

It sort of reminds me of an exfriend of mine.

*nod*

Lia adopted as her daughter ☺

oh really ☺

 that's lovely

Yeah she been really helpful.

She has huge heat

oops heart

☺

😊

I guess my path lies with being reborn as her daughter and becoming an elder

I was able to chat with future version of me or possible future

4/30/15, 10:46 PM

good night

4/30/15, 11:14 PM

Hey sis, Greylight wanted to know if you wanted to know if you wanted to talk to him on skype.

His skype name is Greylight_s

5/11/15, 9:49 AM

good night

5/12/15, 5:35 AM

that just reminded me that I hadn't responded to your question here, sorry! I'm happy to chat with Greylight here (he's messaged me here before) but I don't really use Skype anymore.

its no prob. I just keep tring to find other unicorns to meet and make friends with.

you've found quite a few it seems ☺

 (and these names are all familiar to me, I let people reach their own conclusions though)

Yeah lately though been bad cases of homesickness

my aunt Co'senrey visited me in dream

that's nice ☺

 the visit, not the homesickness. I know how that is.

I remember bits and pieces of home. Like i was staring at green lawn of grass and it made me think of the fields of home. 

yes, it's very hard. I try to embrace how wonderful that is though and appreciate the beauty of the grass here and now ☺

yeah your right but i just feel so down. When illiane'thi is around she does brighten up my day.

☺

good ☺

though she would annoyed if i call her by her name she insists i call her ma'aten. which i'm more than happy to do.

☺

😊

5/13/15, 11:52 PM

feeling happier now thanks to the good vibes and positive energy

☺

oh good ☺

😀

5/14/15, 12:11 AM

Hope you have an awesome day.

5/24/15, 11:53 AM

good night

6/9/15, 10:33 PM

hey, I was chatting with Greylight last night and he mentioned that he feels really bad about inviting you to a forum that turned out to be not as friendly as he thought. and he says he's sent you a few messages trying to get in touch but hasn't heard back, so he was wondering if you're upset with him. I don't mean to put myself in the middle, just wanted to pass that along in case you just didn't get his messages.

Its no prob. I just stopped going to that forum. I'm not mad at him at all.

The reason i went there cause darklight uses that forum so i thought maybe i could check it out. They weren't too friendly.

*nod nod*

the summer solstice is tomorrow kind of interesting

hope you have an awesome weekend ☺

6/20/15, 3:15 PM

I hope everything is going well for you. ☺

7/21/15, 6:59 PM

Have an awesome summer

7/29/15, 12:41 PM

hello, I hope thing are going well for you

8/9/15, 3:55 AM

http://unicornsanctuary.org/

8/22/15, 9:07 PM

Illiane'thi's daughter she here on earth

9/7/15, 3:04 PM

hello

11/19/15, 10:21 PM

hi

manage to get into contact with Zami from france

12/6/15, 9:29 PM

Illiane'thi is my grand dam

12/23/15, 12:44 PM

exoniablackthorn@gmail.com

1/21/16, 5:53 AM

hope everything goes well

love  and light to you and your family

5/5/17, 4:15 AM

The Corrupted

They are beings who let the darkness lead them astray. It always whispers in your ear telling you that you can have great power. End result it corrupts you over time turning you into a perversion of yourself. Takes over your mind and fills you with hate.

A Feel good message

Ooona'kalena'oonakala'ooda means Feel me child. Feel me my children. Loose translation. Translated by z from great mother

Unicorn language

All: Uthshul
Am: Ama
Beloved One: Co'hana
Beloved Mare: Usthama (Ooo'sthama)
Beloved Stallion: Usthana (Ooo'sthana)
NOTE: There is no unicorn word for just "beloved." Beloved is
always attached to something else, i.e., beloved one, mare, rock,
sister, etc.
Brother: Co’hema
Companion: He’natha
Come Hither: Rho’ha
Creation (Governed): Olthey
Creation: (Spirit): Olthahana
Dragon: Kurentha
First: Colmey
For: Hama
Forever: Ke’thana
Fuck: Keshethra
NOTE: Used alone or as a noun the fuck or a verb in various
phrases to express anger, annoyance, contempt, impatience, or
surprise, or simply for emphasis.
Home: Fasheth

Idiot: Kolthra
Impatience: Tehe’na
Journey: Fasheth
Love: Utana (Ooo'tana)
Love and Light: Te’hana
Love Between Soul Mates: Krrychin
Magic: Enal’sen
Mare: Ustalya (Ooo'stalya)
Me: Mey (May)

Nature: Frrohoon
Parent: Ma’aten
Portal: K’shoalcra
Princess: Shyhon
Prince:Shyhon'na
Stupid: Teshe’na
Sex: Ushoulma (Ooo’shoalma)
NOTE: This word means far more than simple sex, but for
simplicity, I am attaching it to that English word.
Shit: Ko’thra
NOTE: an exclamation of disgust, anger, or annoyance.
Sister: Co’sentha
brother:Co'hana
Stallion: Ustalana (Ooo'stalana)
Then: Kesohana
Traveler: Ku’shultha
Truth: Kahulmey
Unicorn: Roura
Us: Mey (May)
You: Mey (May)
I:Ooda'ma
Co'Heema : means go fuck yourself. it looses much its meaning in english. The feeling behind this word is anger. Though it depends on the context as do many of our words.
--
Okohana’tehana’abana’dehtru: First Love, then Truth



"Ooona'kalena'oonakala'ooda" is a greeting in elvish

The long Road home

My journey has been long and it has a long way to go. I've lost friends a long the through this life. I hear the call of home from time to time. An image can remind me of how far i am from home. Dealing humanity presents its own challenges.Dealing insane beings who attack your character without any evidence makes things. Sometimes I just don't know how i keep moving forward. Some who think they are your father back home are equally screwed up. All this person has done cause more suffering their wake

Love

Love is feeling and vibration. Feel the vibration of the word. Let it fill you up.Love is a state of being. Love is forgiving all who have ever done you wrong.Love is understanding everyone's perspective. Seeing it from their point of view before you say or act. Love is action and through action you bring hope to the lost and weary. Love can also mean different things to different people so it is as water and flows continually.

Balance and The way

Understanding and compassion are part of the way .Forgive all your enemies no matter who they are.Don't tear others down even if you don't agree with it their points of view. Hate will bring you down. Finding balance within yourself.

Teaching pointt

what if someone follows a different road than you do and sees thing from a different point of view? Do you except them regardless even if you think they are wrong? From their point of view you are wrong. Learn to except others as they are not as you wish them to be. If they can learn from you as you inspire them with love. All i ask is please don't tear them down or judge them. If you want people to follow your path then spread Love through your actions. Inspire them with your actions of love and understanding. Just thought you might want to hear another voice. Even if you think I'm wrong know that I want to inspire and not tear you down. I do know for a fact that Jesus was all about Love. He understood it and was Love. It was part of his being. Part of his vibration. He did through his actions and words.

Truth and Perception

 There isn't one all encompassing truth. To say The truth only comes in one form is to think in 2 or 3 dimensions where truth is multi dimensional in form and function. Thought is equals form and form equals thought. Vibrations come into it as well. You exist at all points through out the multiverse and you exist all in all points of time pasts,presents,and futures. Now taking this mindset apply it to whatever you wish to do. Focus on a single point and act. This part of what i was taught by one great teacher before coming here. My lesson coming here was about understanding perception and see through the eyes of another. But i digress people are the only obstacle in their own development as the only obstacles are those we place on ourselves. Over coming that is part of the challenge. Even if you disagree this my perception of my truth and for me it works thus i will learn and move forward.

Call of home

For over the past two years I've been here i've been trying to do my best and help others. At this point in my life here i just want to go home be with my sire and my mom. See my twin sisters. See those i love. Still here i am. First half of my life here and i was treated little better than i servant as my human father used the fact that i owed him money as an excuse to treat me little better than a slave. he would belittle and talk down me when ever he got the chance. Called me a disgrace. On my transgender journey he all but sabotaged me in every way could. it was the love of my unicorn family and other families from home that helped on my journey. Some day i'll be home and i'll wonder if this place was all but a silly dream. But its not a dream its like a perpetual nightmare with no end in sight. I sometimes don't know up from down when it comes to those that visit me spiritually. I trying my best not fall off the cliff of utter despair at having to stay here. Understand this my culture from home is where love and friendship are cornerstones of society not greed and war. This culture is fundamentally a culture of violence.

truth

The truth as many see it is many things and many paths. Everyone has their own truth and point of view. None are wrong and all are right from their own perspective. So for me to say what the truth is everyone is right and no one is wrong. We each teach others and in turn they teach you. You expand your knowledge and in turn expand theirs. From my perspective i've seen things humans would be in awe of but from my perspective its as common as one walks down the road. Coming and seeing new things here is a wow experience for me. Learning and growing every race in the multiverse does it. Wonders what its like to be someone else and see things from a new point of view. All i can say further is just be the teacher and student to others and inspire them to be better than themselves

inventions

it sort has a limited memory to it and acts on your will to refill itself. It take sample of the contents molecule for storage. There a sort heart to it within the crystal that pumps the magic through artificial capillaries through out the crystal glass. Its also scatter proof. It also works off your magic ever so slightly drawing in for power and converts it into what it needs to fuction. Its just extra energy we all give off .All my tech models the body for distribution of energy. its one of the most efficient ways to do it. Its how the unicorn sactaury works just on a lager scale. The glass in question belongs to z

enlightenment

If you want something like enlightenment Just do it. Don't over think it as it far simpler than you might imagine.Look within yourself and feel the energy that surrounds you.Feel the vibration of said energy.now picture that energy as something more.Focus on that energy. Picture it becoming brighter soon it becomes a blinding star. Now feel the energy flow through you. As you are now one with the universe picture the universe in the palm of your hand feel the energy course through. See all planets and stars feel their energy radiate from within you. Now feel your vibration. You can feel it throbbing like a heart. Now with the understanding you have unlocked now picture yourself in all places and in all times past ,present,and future all exist at one point. You are that point. Feel the energy of all it surrounding you and binding with you. Look within yourself and you will understand the lesson. Everyone comes with a different understanding or truth. Maybe everything i say is utter nonsense but that is for you to decide