Elements of harmony

 Kindness, laughter, generosity, honesty,loyalty, magic, and love. Love ties all of these together.

who we are as a people

As my teacher Great Mother would give a lesson she would say to me"Be as leaf in a river".I learned just to go with the flow of my path and to act as water in both moving through time and moving through life. Anytime a unicorn says something , it has more meaning than just one. Like my own name of Ko'onthra means dawn of new day but also means who can bring light into others lives.Like my brother Qu'soolin brings the light through laughter and joy.We the incarnated unicorns here on the world are students here to learn about humanity in all things often seeing through different perspectives over many lives. Sometimes we can be viewed as one collective consciousness but we are individuals who love our individuality with all our flaws and yes we too have flaws. We are not perfect beings. The things that often hold us back as people are our egos. I used thing just as I was waking up that i didn't have an ego and turns out i was wrong about it. I often think with my heart more than my head and its gotten me into some trouble where different people i knew took advantage of that. Even still human nature often confuses me. Like the notion of religion which i find silly. The unicorns that are here want to help humanity but those us who incarnated here for various reasons have lost faith in humanity because of its actions. Don't get me wrong there humans who deliver the message of hope and love which i find awesome like Calista and Mark . Sometimes from my perspective i think they misunderstand us as a people. When i felt met Calista for the first time i could feel her energy it like when i met another from home. My experience of meeting another unicorn here on this world ahura z was amazing its like a little piece of home. I've had many dream visits from my unicorn family from home many constantly visit me. My aunts Co'senray and Ke'senray. My mother who castila's spirit guide visits me when she can. My family who visits me is my support system through this life. My guide is Illiane'thi but she also my grandmother. She has given me the courage to go through this life. Even more now that i'm more awake i can feel my horn and wings. Sometime when the wind blows i can feel it on my horn and even do limited magic here. The most sensitive part of our bodies is our horn. Sometimes people think they can just become a unicorn you either born as one or said unicorn can give you gift making you one of us.Go with the light and let it always shine on your path.

The Truth about here

I feel like I just want to cry so much. I just want to go home.I miss my family and friends.

More memories

As a sentinel we were more interdemsional police of sorts. i know i was capable of violence but refused. Instead choosing ways of redirecting energy that was thrown at me or use the person own life energy against them. For the longest time being away from my home always on the road. Coming here I've learned another lesson how important family is. My mom and her sister are in positions of power and responsibility as is my twin sister. I want to go home maybe i can bring change there. I have 3 twins.

paths and unicorns

As my teacher Great Mother would give a lesson she would say to me"Be as leaf in a river".I learned just to go with the flow of my path and to act as water in both moving through time and moving through life. Anytime a unicorn says something to it has more meaning than just one. Like my own name of Ko'onthra means dawn of new day but also means who can bring light into others lives.Like my brother Qu'soolin brings the light through laughter and joy.We the incarnated unicorns here on the world are students here to learn about humanity in all things often seeing through different perspectives over many lives. Sometimes we can be viewed as one collective consciousness but we are individuals who love our individuality with all our flaws and yes we too have flaws. We are not perfect beings. The things that often hold us back as people are our egos. I used thing just as I was waking up that i didn't have an ego and turns out i was wrong about it. I often think with my heart more than my head and its gotten me into some trouble where different people i knew took advantage of that. Even still human nature often confuses me. Like the notion of religion which i find silly. The unicorns that are here want to help humanity but those us who incarnated here for various reasons have lost faith in humanity because of its actions. Don't get me wrong there humans who deliver the message of hope and love which i find awesome like Calista and Mark . Sometimes from my perspective i think they misunderstand us as a people. When i felt met Calista for the first time i could feel her energy it like when i met another from home. My experience of meeting another unicorn here on this world ahura z was amazing its like a little piece of home. I've had many dream visits from my unicorn family from home many constantly visit me. My aunts Co'senray and Ke'senray. My mother who castila's spirit guide visits me when she can. My family who visits me is my support system through this life. My guide is Illiane'thi but she also my grandmother. She has given me the courage to go through this life. Even more now that i'm more awake i can feel my horn and wings. Sometime when the wind blows i can feel it on my horn and even do limited magic here. The most sensitive part of our bodies is our horn. Sometimes people think they can just become a unicorn you either born as one or said unicorn can give you gift making you one of us.Go with the light and let it always shine on your path.

Dudley Town

I've had a lot of experiences and a few stories from this place. To get there you take dark entry road at the end is a trail.The first time we went there nothing really happened. Me and two friends david and steve. We went there for an experience and we more got what we wanted lol. Most of its just few foundations that are left of the settlement. We treked up there the sun was still up but it was quickly going down. Then we started to leave my friend steve was being very negative and was angry that nothing was happening. We were crossing a foot bridge over a small stream when david and I heard a whisper in our ears and we both surprised by this. At the same time the booming sound happened. To describe its like take a boulder and dropping it on the ground. This sound followed us all the way down the mountain. It would often get closer then far away. This experience turned one of my friends into a believer while dave and me were already believers. We there two more times. We had gone up there early and found cold spots moving through the village and found that a boulder the size of a small desk was dragged accrossed the ground. The last time we went there it was really foggy and we were just standing the beginning of the road. We were deciding if we were going to go up there again, but i had this overwhelming feeling something terrible would happen if we went up there. My friend David was calling me a chicken but still refused to go up. That's when we heard the laughter. It sounded like little kids but they were in the briars. This was happening at 2 am in the morning. We quickly left. We haven't been back since. Forgot to add one other story but its not paranormal but rather funny. It still took place there. This involves me,david,and my friend chris. We had gone up there to see if we could experience something nothing was happening till some people were coming up with flash lights. So we laid down so they couldn't see us. Then we saw they weren't cops but a group of young adults. As we stood up one by one they screamed.They were about run but were able to calm them down. Kind of cool to meet others who have similar experiences. I believe many of them were in fact fairies playing tricks on us and that this place is a nexus of portals

Time

Fixing one time line only creates other time lines unless they went to focal point. A focal point is when several time lines converge. This event then creates new time lines. With in each time exists a universe. Think of time as a root system that keeps growing all the time and is forever changing. To move into one time one needs to adjust your harmonics or vibration to that time line in order to act as a anchor

Elven names

Anar'Renshen this my mates name

A'non Ronshoon- means bringer of light. This is my elven name.

Magics of the Source

Magics of the Source- Its a book on advanced healing magic using source magics to better heal someone using there own energy to do it.Another way of healing the Healer uses a harmonic scan of the person spiritual self in which the being fully whole and is completely healthy and is able to use that as template to heal the person physically. Even replacement of missing limbs is an easy affair.

Lemurian Crystal tools

. Though clear quartz crystal can work like that tool given a enough time and energy poured into it. Useing the tip you just focus on the crystal or rock to change the latices. The Lemurian shaping crystals to do that and the clear quatz should do though its not as effective but it should work.It what i learned from them when i studied there before coming here.If you etch onto the crystal useing light language you can make the tool the lemurians use.

The infernal machine

an Atlantean soul Harvester. Purpose of taking spiritual energy and breaking it down useing vibrations. It operates like a metronome going between two points. On the hand there is crystal that glows a soft blue. The machine is ornate. A discharge of energy is given to the crystal as it moves between the nodes. I remember hearing the screams of those that were being broken down. They would fade after a while then out the other end of the machine would come this light blueish fluid that would collect in a pool. There were many pipes from this pool leading holding tanks. The reasoning behind said machine is to provide fuel from spiritual energy
There is a filtration system built into the inner working of the machine.

Mother

Had interesting dream visit from my mom she showed me things from her perspective.So much so i thought i was her. At certain points i saw myself at the gala my mother presenting me a gift from her and my father. It was a crystal flower with a gem in the center of it. It would allow me to talk to my father and mother anytime i wanted too.Luna was there too.

Elven Master

Just don't over think it and let it flow around you as water does. Redirect it without thinking of it. Just be.  It what i was taught before coming here. I've had many teachers each with a different point of view of how to see things. I learned this from an elven master. Annar' Renshen is her name. 

Message from Great Mother

The magic realities are beyond this reality beyond this universes. All of you my children are from a places where the humans could only ever imagine sometimes they get alot wrong and sometimes they see into a world and make stories about that world from what they see.From what i've seen through ko they even make cartoons of these wolds which in some way they get it right but most of the time they get wrong. I've done alot things i'm not proud of but i only ever did them to protect all of you even Illiane'thi is rather angry with me. I still do things thjat might seem cruel or even heartless but in my line of work i need to think more then let my heart work. Truth of the matter is I only care about our kind as no else would. I am the spiritual leader of many. It hurts seeing all you getting hurt on this world. I only ever asked that you be careful while on this world as there are a great many changes that are going to take place.

Home world name found

Found out the world i'm from Equinis.that where Equestria is on. Got from a dream visit. Someone pretending to be Jesus who is on this physical reality was useing harmonic induction fields to stay alive. Wasn't doing so well so a I reversed the polarity of one them to save his life.He is feeding off the prayer energy.I asked him why apparently he is indebted to me. but as far anything he is exiled here.He thought would feed off the energy of humans. Power of prayer is the only thing keeping him alive.  He keeps telling me that he is beyond us all in 10th d. How i caught on was when i tried to say the name of the world i'm from nothing showed up on his interreality transport. Its anchored here within the viel.the astral plane here is still part of this universe well the one this branch of humanity . The other realms are copies of everything we know from home. They exist within this reality just different part of it.

Learning and growing

The pursuit of knowledge is one the many driving point through the many lives i've lived and the reason i share anything i learn with anyone or anything.

Liquid Crystal tech

The basics of it is that it is in a constant state of vibrational flux. The applications are infinite and the tech responds to your thoughts and feelings. Most of what i remember is fragments. How many of the thing I've created back home uses a capillary system to move the liquid crystal to all parts of the devices.As for storage the information is stored vibrationally with in the liquid crystal. Back home we grow cities from Crystal tech or magic as it were. Most power cells using crystal tech are no bigger than a human pinky. The basics of the tech is vibrations and knowing that everything is connected. Energy is simple stored vibrationally with in the liquid latices  that are always in a constant state of hyper flux.Some of this tech even enter the realm of time. I know given time is a construct in which people do try to understand the world around them but it does have practical applications. To understand time better you need to know that you exist in all point of time at the exact same moment in all moments.Pasts ,presents, and futures as they infinite as sands of the oceans.Effecting is simple shift one will from point a to point b.

my conversation with Wendy

hello

Hello there 😊

😃

How do i shield myself from human energy?

I just got home from work and I'm beat, but I wanted to make sure I added you on G+ so we could talk shielding later.

ok thats fine. I'll talk to you later then. H ave a good night

😊

I'll ping you when my brain is more functional. Otherwise I know I'll forget something important.

ok

its np

I'm glad to meet you, little sister. Have a good night. 😊

ty sister

3/14/15, 1:57 AM

good afternoon

3/15/15, 4:42 PM

Hey there! How are you today?

Wendy • 3/15/15, 6:08 PM

doing good how are you

Much better with sleep.

good to hear

So shiielding?

Do you currently meditate?

off and on

any advice?

That's what I'm gathering the words for. 😀

ok 😃

Describe your meditation process to me. It will give me an idea of how to advise you. 

I use a guided meditation to help get me into the right frame of mind then turn it off.

THE NOW - A Meditation Journey To Your Inner Self and Beyond

https://youtu.be/GQCmIZ6gIEg

Do you listen to the whole thing or just part of it?

Part of when i'm in a completely relaxed state. Last time I saw a flash of home

Sweet.

hok desert he made

?

nevermind its not important

Okies.

sorry didn't mean to get off subject

No worries. I can see the tangent was related. 

ok

😃

😊

So when you are self-guiding, you turn off the video?

yes when it halfway through and my mind is clear.

I've only self guided twice

Perfect. I shield at the same time I'm clearing my mind, but I've been doing this for much longer. I found shielding when I was first learning how was easier when my mind was clear.

Or at least less cluttered. 

ok

Do you practice taking in the Love and Light of the Universe through your third eye/horn?

no I just help spread love and light by doing. Helping others 

*nods* 

I can feel my horn

Good. That will help.

I realized I haven't done a shielding lesson over IM before.

This will be interesting. 😃

ok

☺

First thing to keep in mind is that building a shield is a simple process. The steps are easy and few.

ok

But like with any new skill learned, it just takes practice to build and hold a strong shield without much thought.

like riding a bike

Yes.

Once you get the hang of it, you pretty much can do it anytime.

ok

I start my meditation with shielding, but I have one set at all times. Sometimes I just have to strengthen it when my energy wanes.

Start with feeling Love and Light from the Universe entering through your horn with every inhale.

ok

Feel it entering your body, clearing out all the negative energy from every nook and cranny, and then releasing it as you exhale. 

ok

Take as many long slow breaths as you need to completely sweep your inner self of what is no longer serving you and you fill completely with Love and Light.

I like to imagine that the Light I draw from the 'verse is like a sweeping smoke that clears my body.

Kind of like being smudged with sage.

never been smudged

But are you familiar with the practice to know what it is?

yes its to remove negative energy. sort of like what my mother helped me remove the bit of darkness into the light

*nods*

Very much like, only you are in control of the removal of negative energy.

but i don't feel any negative energy within me

You don't have to feel it for the energy to be there. Part of why you may not feel it is because what is there is not necessarily yours to begin with.

ok

You asked how to shield from human energy, yes?

yes please

You can feel energy from others coming at you and/or entering you?

when i'm in a crowded room it felt as if i was going to be sick. so much positive and negative energy from so many people

*nods* So all kinds of energy. Do you prefer to avoid crowds? Tend to be introverted?

this was the first time it happened. Seems my connection to home getting stronger every day

How long ago did you Awaken?

end of january

And the overwhelming crowd situation happened how long afterwards?

It lasted about an hour till i left the restaurant. Once outside it started to go away 

as there were many people outside

weren't

How long after you Awakened did the crowd thing happened?

It happened this past friday afternoon

*nods*

February was a rough time for me.

Sounds like.

ok

😃

I'm getting information from my Guides, hence all the questions.

ok

are any of your guides unicorns?

Not originally, though Lia still checks in with me regularly.

Lia checks in on me regularly. her and my ma'aten are similar

i guess what that means is i see lia as a mother figure

Muchakra has been with me since I was a wee one. She's always come across as grandmotherly to me.

thats awesome

She may talk more directly to you, so when that happens, I usually put her words in quotes.

ok

😃

So back to shielding.

lol

ok 😃

 

Once you've filled yourself with Love and Light, with each new breath push out that energy like you are filling a balloon. Picture that balloon expanding until it become a bubble that surrounds you on the outside.

ok

Once you've created your bubble, strengthen the membrane with each breath. You want the bubble to be flexible, not rigid. If it is too rigid, nothing can come in, but nothing can go out either.

sorta like water

For now while you are still practicing, imagine that the bubble can release whatever you want it to let go of and only allow in Love and Light from the Universe.

Yes, like water. 😃

practice makes perfect

Indeed.

I'll continue to pratice

😃

ty

You are most welcome, co'sentha.

😊

I don't know that word

It's a unicorn word. It means beloved sister.

ok ty  co'sentha

all i want to do is go home.

Feels like your Homesickness is as intense as Q's.

yes

"Have patience, little one. Not only with humans you are living amongst, but most of all with yourself. Time moves much differently here."

ty sister

😃

😊

she is very wise

Yes, yes she is.

And long on patience. She's had me as a charge for more than just this lifetime.

thats good to hear

☺

Do you have any other questions of me about shielding? 

nope co'sentha

Okies. Make this a daily practice. Even if it's only 5 minutes a day. 

ok 😃

😊

☺

3/15/15, 8:04 PM

good night co'sentha 💜

 

Good night. 😊

💚

Wendy • 3/15/15, 11:47 PM

good morning

3/17/15, 7:40 AM

Good morning 😊

good morning 😃

How goes the shielding?

Its working. wasn't effected by negative friend though i still to practice some more

Good! Add my husband would say, practice makes permanent.

As, not add.

thats good advice

ty co'sentha

😄

😊

hope you have great day 😃

3/17/15, 1:31 PM

Thank you! Have a faboo day yourself. 😃

ty 😃

3/17/15, 1:59 PM

gn

Ni night 😴

Wendy • 3/17/15, 10:30 PM

good morning

3/20/15, 11:49 AM

Good morning! 🌞

Wendy • 3/20/15, 1:47 PM

got to visit home even for a short time through a lucid dream

That's wonderful!

well first it started with me following a spider and someone telling me it was friend. Then suddenly I looked up and saw a bunch unicorns who ran by me I yelled out to them it me "ko'othra" to them and little one came other saw me and ran away cause in this human form. then another elder unicorn came over and touch his horn to where mine was. He was skeptical at first.after wards after touching my forehead he stepped back he was in humanoid form a smile on his face he said welcome home. He said our time was. short. We were enering what looked like some sort of fair or it could have been a market or something like that. He was introducing other people near by. Some other unicorn asked a question why I hadn't been able to come home sooner? Thelder was about to respond but I said "Its beause suick at it back there" which got laugh. I asked if I could see great mother but he said there wasn't time. We had entered some sort of tent he ws looking for something but I saw all these other unicorns all in humanoid form they looked happy to see me. I really wanted to stay. However time was short.I was supposed to bring back something but because of the connection I starting to wake up.Damm this human body. I was fading in and out. The nameand the writing was "nithanil" I know not or what he or she is but that was the name. We barely had enough time to run to some sort of shrine to some of my memories but i was too late. When we were running we transformed back our right shape. I think the reason they assumed the reason they assumed humanoid form was because of this human brains limitations.

Once I start lucid dreaming, I never get to stay there for long. My body starts to wake up and I get pulled away. I hate when that happens. But at least you got to spend some time at Home. 😊

Yeah the elder was my father 😃

😄

💜

😃

3/20/15, 4:07 PM

good morning

3/22/15, 12:19 PM

good morning

3/23/15, 8:59 AM

Good morning times two! We were at the coast yesterday where cell phone signal was pretty lousy.

😊

How are you today?

playing dr. phil with my friend

other than that I'm doing good

how are you

Woke up about 30 minutes ago. I had a raging headache last night. Fortunately it's gone now.

You were in a call with Wendy

3/23/15, 1:11 PM

sorry my web cam was plugged inn

Sorry about that. My phone is making calls without my permission

its no prob

Have to go pick someone up and take a friend home. hope you have an awesome day. See you 💜

 

Have a faboo day yourself!  😄

Wendy • 3/23/15, 1:19 PM

ty

3/23/15, 1:35 PM

good night

Sweet dreams. 😀

had quick question 

Shoot.

What is a celestial otherkin?

I'm not entirely certain. You might want to ask Roam or Hok for a more accurate answer than I can provide.

Best I can give you is a guess.

ok ty sis

💜

 

Np

💜

unicorns on your pillows

Hehe

Wendy • 3/24/15, 1:43 AM

good morning

3/24/15, 7:36 AM

Good morning 😄

😃

3/24/15, 12:17 PM

good morning

3/26/15, 8:43 AM

good morning!

😃

how is your day going?

Slow at the moment, but I'll be heading upstairs to do some baking soon. I have a potluck at work tomorrow.

how's your day treating you?

Wendy • 3/26/15, 1:56 PM

doing good just channeled great mother and one word would wow

:0

:0

apparently i can

't makw smiley faces

😃

it was very intense and i could feel her love

3/26/15, 3:20 PM

That's awesome! 😊

Wendy • 3/27/15, 3:22 AM

found out my last name seem its shared by my family "Ka'shara"

3/27/15, 4:12 AM

good morning

3/27/15, 10:08 AM

Good morning 😊

Wendy • 3/27/15, 12:28 PM

hello

3/27/15, 4:19 PM

gn

Good night all. Have sweet dreams

3/29/15, 12:17 AM

good morning 😃

3/31/15, 9:11 AM

Good morning!

Wendy • 3/31/15, 12:59 PM

good morming

4/3/15, 6:14 AM

Good morning 😊

Wendy • 4/3/15, 5:27 PM

good morning

4/4/15, 8:23 AM

Good morning! Hope you have a wonderful weekend. 😊

thank you

you too as well. channeled both rashek and lia

Thank you

😊

Very cool 😊

lia really loves chocolate 

*chortles* Yes, she does. 😁

Wendy • 4/4/15, 12:42 PM

😊

4/4/15, 1:46 PM

Good morning

4/6/15, 7:07 AM

Good morning, sunshine! 😊

Wendy • 4/6/15, 1:09 PM

heelo

4/6/15, 3:26 PM

Hokolntha just out of the blue turned on me and said doesn't want to talk to me for a time whatever that means. Lia and rashek said i didn't do anything.

I'm sorry. And they are correct. You didn't do anything. He tends to push people away when he's having a rough time figuring his shit out. Keep talking with Lia and Rashek. 

*hugs*

"hugs"

How have you been otherwise? How's your shielding practice coming along?

I havn't been doing as much as should have but i do have a weak shield. Just been caught in help other people

i will keep talking lia and rashek

Think of it as self-care so you can continue being able to help others without burning out yourself.

true

Good. They would miss you greatly if you stopped. 

probably explains why i feel tired all the time

*nods* Yup.

any words of advice from your unicorn guide i could use some advice any advice would help me right now still feel like crying feels sort like a betrayal

"Remember what is going on with him has absolutely nothing to do with you, sister. He doubts his ability to lead unicorn otherkin here on Earth and forgets that isn't his purpose for this incarnation. He is struggling with his True purpose here, and unfortunately his earthly relationships suffer. Let him go for now. When he is ready, he will return. You are not alone."

thank you sister

"You are most welcome, dear one."

Also Muchakra is not unicorn. She is simply a spiritual guide.

Lia is visiting me as well. She's worried about you.

shes like a mother to me

*nods*

still feel like crying a lot. 

It's okay to cry. 

i know. I don't if i imagined it or not if lia had adopted cause what i told her about both dreams and when i couldher ma'aten fell the of great happyness coming from her.

She's taken you under her wing, so to speak. So yes, Lia basically adopted you. 😊

she always insists i call her ma'aten

i love her

LOL

She still calls me Co'hana. Illiane'thi loves very fiercely.

she does at that.She told me the second dream confirms what she alredy knew that some point in the future I'm going to reborn as her daughter

*nods*

shes very wise

Aye, that she is.

😊

I hope she knows that i love her with all my heart

She does.

😀

thank you and i hope you have a good night and have an awesome week

bye sis

You're welcome, sister. Thank you and have a good night yourself. 😊

ty 😊

4/30/15, 2:29 AM

hi wendy

Look like he blocked me fully and I can never contact him again

😞

*facepalm*

He already blocked me on Twitter long ago. 

He has a pattern of shutting people out.

yeah i'm starting learn that. Lia has been with me all day though still prefers me calling ma'aten

I'm glad Lia is with you. I just checked his G+ profile. Apparently he is helping his soon-to-be-ex-wife out of the house today. He's probably shutting you out before you can leave him behind, too.

So I will reiterate what Muchakra and I said last night: His decision to shut you out truly has nothing to do with you and everything to do with his own personal demons. The fact that Illiane'thi still comes to see both of us tells me how lost he still is.

I wasn't going to leave him behind as I made that promise to him and i keep my promises

Do you think that he will have to stay here till learns his lesson

Yes.

So he will have to take multiply life times if thats what it takes

Yes.

i do remember one dream telling me that i was going to be leader of the unicorns and quickly told that person that hokolntha was leader i didn't want the position

"Co'hema continues to reject his human shell and therefore cannot complete his mission on Earth until he finally does. Until he does he will reincarnate as a human and not return to his beloved Illiane'thi on the Other Side."

I know thats feeling i got from her the sadness but she said that i was going to be leader. I don't maybe fill in for hokolntha till he comes back home. When ever that may be

"Hokolntha gave up his position as leader of the unicorns the moment he chose to return to Earth. He chose this path because he did not believe he was a worthy leader of his race. If you dreamt you are the new leader of the unicorns and Illiane'thi is confirming this, then you will be. Co'hema may never fill that role again even when he returns Home."

she confirmed it. I still don't like the idea but if my people need me i will not turn away from them

muk how do i even lead my own people.

That is why you have Lia. She will help you while you are here on Earth to prepare you for leading your people when you are reborn as her daughter.

yeah seems to be the way the universe is leading me which as great mother would say "I'm a leaf in river"

😊

I guess gm knew this going to happen and sent me here to learn hard lesson, To prepare me for this role. Cause that what she does.

Tough love

Yup.

she asked to call her mother from then on. She says everyone calling her great mother makes her feel old lol

LOL

I asked if I should call her Sleepyhead like H did. She laughed.

I know she really isn't happy with the way h has been acting

*nods*

Rashek needs to give H a good swift kick the rear when he needs it

LOL! I've encouraged her to do that very thing.

I think after this she just might do just that

For as often as he needs it,  he'd never be able to sit down again.

it would send him into low earth orbit

Well, yes. He does need to be kicked pretty hard. 

very true

I guess i'll also be relying on anyone who can help with this task

Frankly, I'm surprised he sent you to me. He hasn't spoken to me for three months except to mention me in a twitter comment to send you to me in the first place.

Don't why the universe works through people or unicorns

"He was the catalyst you both needed to continue your journey down your respective paths. 

"

That was Ahkri, one of my other guides and Muchakra's mate.

yes he was and I'll always be thankful for it

When i get back home I shall rely on their council. Here I rely on anyone who is willing to help 

*nods* I am grateful for the lessons I learned from him. I'm sad that he felt he had to cut himself off from those who accept him wholly as he is. He is choosing a very lonely path.

very true. Why he doesn't ask for help the way my ma'aten drilled into my skull is always ask for no matter what.

I honestly do not know. He looked down on both his wife and I for choosing to seek professional counseling for help dealing with our shit. For some sweeping all their problems under the carpet is easier than showing vulnerability by asking for help. Unfortunately, that pile gets to be bigger than the carpet can hide and will one day leave them buried under their mountain of shit they didn't deal with.

He is effectively burying himself under his own shit and still seems to think he doesn't stink. *le sigh*

Very true. I guess he will have a lot of time on his hoofs from this life into the next till he get himself out of the non sense

*nods*

I hope he does for his sake, as well as his mates.

yes i'll be here them as well. when ever they need me.

You're a good sister, dear one. I'm glad they have you in their corner. 

thank you sister

Thank you wendy

You are most welcome, Ko'onthra. I'm sorry he's putting you through this.

Well he has own path to follow

Aye, that he does.

As do you, and so do I. 

he will find his way one way or another even if i have to play guide him myself in his next life

He will once he gets out of his own way. He puts up more obstacle blocks than the Universe ever intended.

very true

he will figure it out in time

Eventually.

yeah hopefully. Maybe next life he be an explorer that what seems to leaning towards

*nods* I can see that.

I don't i was thinking some sort of united nations thing for everyone back home or something like it. would or could that work?

I think it could.

I guess thats what i hope i can do. Everyone working together to make things better and not be divided as we are now

*nods*

I need to get my butt in gear to get some things done before I get ready for work this evening. 

ok have an awesome day

☺

Thank you and you do the same. ☺

I will sis

4/30/15, 3:31 PM

i really don't get what this means. Its like another stab in the back from hokolntha.

A recent falling out with two Earthbound unicorns caused me to question my ability to lead my kin. On Earth, attempting to lead unicorns has proven disastrous. When I apply the same methods here as I do at Home, the unicorns on Earth become angry, defensive, and offended. At Home, not so much, but there is some minor discontent there that I have not been able to resolve.

After receiving the recent message from another unicorn that I shared with all of you, I was feeling rather low on Friday. I decided to ask the unicorns at Home if I should continue to be their leader…or if there should be a leader at all. I told them to take their time and let me know when they reached a decision.

The next day, Saturday, I spent 30 minutes meditating as I do every weekend. During that time, two things happened that I feel should be written here: an exchange with Rashek and the answer from all the unicorns on the Other Side.

Without revealing who sent me the message last week, I will say it is someone who affects Rashek and me and possibly our relationship. On Thursday, I asked her if she still wanted me to be her mate. She took two days to respond, being busy elsewhere. But during my meditation, she returned to my side. I asked her the question again.

“Do you still want me to be your mate?”

I have never wanted otherwise.

After that, Illiane’thi told me to pay attention, as the unicorns were gathering in front of me. I watched as one of them – a colt – approached with what looked like a flower in his mouth. He placed it on the ground in front of me, then backed away and laid down, legs tucked under his belly. I was expecting a speech or a voice reply to my question of leadership. Instead, after he lay down, all the other unicorns followed suit, front to back, like falling dominoes. They lowered their heads slightly.

Why would we not want you to be our leader?

They looked up at me, and I thanked them with teary eyes (tears in my human body’s eyes – that happens often during meditations).

just really confused

5/6/15, 6:13 AM

I have no answer for you yet, but I will think on it and discuss with Muchakra.

*hugs* I don't know of any leader who doesn't question their ability to lead at some point or another.

Wendy • 5/6/15, 10:25 AM

ty both my ma'atens won't leave me me. any advice you can give i'll be very grateful.

5/6/15, 10:59 AM

hello

hi. on phone call with husband darling

np

5/7/15, 1:39 AM

In response to earthbound unicorns: Muchakra said much the same of what your friend did on your post. Reconciling the two realities can be more or less difficult depending on the individual and their human upbringing.

ty

I've had difficulty enough, and I have been human in all of my incarnations. At least I didn't have to reconcile a totally foreign body.

true

5/7/15, 2:05 PM

hope you have an awesome day

5/24/15, 11:52 AM

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