Someone who helped me center myself

got to visit home through a lucid dream

well first it started with me following a spider and someone telling me it was friend. Then suddenly I looked up and saw a bunch unicorns who ran by me I yelled out to them it me "ko'othra" to them and little one came other saw me and ran away cause in this human form. then another elder unicorn came over and touch his horn to where mine was. He was skeptical at first.after wards after touching my forehead he stepped back he was in humanoid form a smile on his face he said welcome home. He said our time was. short. We were enering what looked like some sort of fair or it could have been a market or something like that. He was introducing other people near by. Some other unicorn asked a question why I hadn't been able to come home sooner? Thelder was about to respond but I said "Its beause suick at it back there" which got laugh. I asked if I could see great mother but he said there wasn't time. We had entered some sort of tent he ws looking for something but I saw all these other unicorns all in humanoid form they looked happy to see me. I really wanted to stay. However time was short.I was supposed to bring back something but because of the connection I starting to wake up.Damm this human body. I was fading in and out. The nameand the writing was "nithanil" I know not or what he or she is but that was the name. We barely had enough time to run to some sort of shrine to some of my memories but i was too late. When we were running we transformed back our right shape. I think the reason they assumed the reason they assumed humanoid form was because of this human brains limitations.

3/20/15, 3:38 PM

Just so torn up inside.

3/20/15, 6:10 PM

hi 

*nuzzle* dream sounds pretty intense

It wasn't dream. I was there for a short time but still thank you "nuzzles"

ahh, you said lucid dream, is what I mean *nod*

yes sis

💜

 

My eyes were closed I saw an image of a spider focused on it. then suddenly i was there.I don't really know how. I thought was a lucid dream but maybe it wasn't. I have no idea

very interesting experience in any case 😃

i agree 😃

 

I'm happy to have at least seen home and be myself again for a short time.

yay 😃

😃

💜

found the other unicorns at unicorn grove

they won't forgive hok

didn't know that place was still active

somewhat its still sort of dead. unicorn still view things but won't answer

ah

😊

3/20/15, 7:54 PM

good night

3/20/15, 10:58 PM

good morning

3/22/15, 12:19 PM

belated good morning 😃

 how are you?

doing good

yay 😀

😊

 how have you been?

good! pretty spring day

thats cool 😃

Hok had roam take a look at me. Just to see what i looked like.

neat, how'd she see you?

With Ko'onthra I see a unicorn. There are some pink-ish details to the coat but overall it's white in my vision. The mane and tail are both so long they're dragging after her when she walks and she's looking really glum for some reason. The environment I see her in is dark, but that might be the "mood" seeping through. I sensed the beginning of a shield when I approached, but I easily slipped past it.

the dark is cause my friend that I have over is negative for the most part

oo 😃

😃

roam was confused about my friend. Cause we thought maybe a unicorn unawakened

 Makes my head hurt and my focus to drift. I'm getting a lot of mixed impressions here, but I'm not sure if any of it applies. The closest I can describe it is "Fairycorn", because it's throwing multiple things at me and then trying to combine all of them into one. Like "it hall all of these parts but it usually looks a lot like a human". The impressions I get are a mix of fairy, pegasus, unicorn and angel. Which is a weird combination, I know. Honestly, I would take this with a handful of salt, because my head doesn't feel right at the moment.
Me: Don't worry. You did well. They don't want you to see the David guy, methinks. Don't want us to give him the answer.
He was asking me if he was a unicorn.
I can usually tell, but not with this one. That's why I asked for your help.
Roam: That makes sense. Dunno why it'd be hidden, though. I suppose he's at a stage in his development where he's very susceptible to outside influence.
So he needs to discover on his own first?
Me: Seems that way.

I personally thing self discovery is the only way to really know anyhow

yeah your right

😃

I'm starting to find I'm not as interested as I was in human things as I was before. Like i used to enjoy playing vid games.

ahh. that comes and goes for me. I've had periods of disinterested but eventually my interests return 😃

ok cool 😃

thank goodness cause it'd be a pretty boring life otherwise hehe

yeah it would

wouldn't want to be bored while I'm here

3/22/15, 6:26 PM

hope you enjoy the rest of your night sis

3/22/15, 7:09 PM

eeinny

eeeinnny

😃

I keep forgetting to ask if you play wow, I saw you posted one of the cinematic on g+ at one point 😃

I used to play wow. Now i play elder scrolls online from time to time

😃

ahh kk 😃

Its no prob. Made a few friends on wow. Still have a lvl 80 dranie 

elder scrolls went to free to play

😃

 I've dabbled on Ally side but most of my friends play Horde, alas. never tried elder scrolls.

I was ally tried horde but never went all the way. my favorite race is the dranie played on ghostlands

😃

☺

erebor my little dran hunter

my main's a belf hunter 😃

cool

Havn't been on in ages

Cataclysm was the one i was on when i stopped playing

I took a break for a while during Pandaria, otherwise have pretty much been on steady since BC

Hows game now with the added stuff to it?

I really like it. keeps improving.

maybe I'll check it out

I am big into the pet collecting. is fun minigame 😃

Yeah i a lot of pets a lot I got from shat

☺

😃

I'll have to get few of expansion.

if you just get the most recent one, all the rest are included now

ok cool

Not letting into my account cause I forgot my password. My mistake was too many attempts

lol eep oh noes

Have to try again later

lol

hate it when that happens

yeah its a pain in the rear. None of my old friends play anymore

a bunch of mine quit for a while but thankfully they mostly all came back 😀

yeah think i might come back. Still play elder scrolls too on the side. They have a new justice system.

3/23/15, 9:24 PM

good night

3/23/15, 10:42 PM

good morning

3/24/15, 7:35 AM

evening

eeeeeiiinnyy

3/25/15, 7:37 PM

eeeinny

Shimmer • 3/25/15, 8:37 PM

😊

how is your day going? 

3/25/15, 9:22 PM

good 😃

 you?

Shimmer • 3/25/15, 10:27 PM

It was ok.

3/26/15, 5:31 AM

Good morning

morning 😃

Hello:)

I was able to channel gm for first time. It was very intense and I felt her love at the same time.

*smile* that's great

*hugs* I have to run for work, have a good day

Ok have great day 😃

'nuzzles"

3/27/15, 10:04 AM

good morning 😃

 have a great day

3/31/15, 11:41 AM

good morning 😃

 have a great day

4/9/15, 8:53 AM

good morning sis hope things are going well for you

4/11/15, 7:40 AM

morning 😃

 yep, things are good! how about you?

going good have a much stronger connection to home.can feel the others at home slightly

good hear thing are going good for you

*smile* that's great

😃

going to leaving shortly off to help a friend out. Hope you have great weekend sis

had a wierd dream where at the end of it this elderly voice was telling me my next ma'aten would be your daughter and someone named fadeer. another dream repeated the same message. no clue what it means

😊

wow, very interesting dream 😃

 *hugs* have a good day!

 "hugs" you too sis 💜

4/11/15, 12:37 PM

gn

4/12/15, 2:10 AM

another recently awakened unicorn on facebook has shown up

i hope you are well sis

4/22/15, 4:43 PM

Hokolntha just out of the blue turned on me and said doesn't want to talk to me for a time whatever that means. Lia and rashek said i didn't do anything

4/30/15, 1:08 AM

*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that 😞

 I agree with what others have been sharing.. it's sad, but sadly unsurprising. sigh.

Its np. It hurts but I guess I had to find out the hard way

if it makes you feel any better, I noticed awhile back that he blocked me too.. without any word, for any reason I can tell. it's definitely not just you, we've pretty much all experienced this at some point, or multiple points.

It sort of reminds me of an exfriend of mine.

*nod*

Lia adopted as her daughter ☺

oh really ☺

 that's lovely

Yeah she been really helpful.

She has huge heat

oops heart

☺

😊

I guess my path lies with being reborn as her daughter and becoming an elder

I was able to chat with future version of me or possible future

4/30/15, 10:46 PM

good night

4/30/15, 11:14 PM

Hey sis, Greylight wanted to know if you wanted to know if you wanted to talk to him on skype.

His skype name is Greylight_s

5/11/15, 9:49 AM

good night

5/12/15, 5:35 AM

that just reminded me that I hadn't responded to your question here, sorry! I'm happy to chat with Greylight here (he's messaged me here before) but I don't really use Skype anymore.

its no prob. I just keep tring to find other unicorns to meet and make friends with.

you've found quite a few it seems ☺

 (and these names are all familiar to me, I let people reach their own conclusions though)

Yeah lately though been bad cases of homesickness

my aunt Co'senrey visited me in dream

that's nice ☺

 the visit, not the homesickness. I know how that is.

I remember bits and pieces of home. Like i was staring at green lawn of grass and it made me think of the fields of home. 

yes, it's very hard. I try to embrace how wonderful that is though and appreciate the beauty of the grass here and now ☺

yeah your right but i just feel so down. When illiane'thi is around she does brighten up my day.

☺

good ☺

though she would annoyed if i call her by her name she insists i call her ma'aten. which i'm more than happy to do.

☺

😊

5/13/15, 11:52 PM

feeling happier now thanks to the good vibes and positive energy

☺

oh good ☺

😀

5/14/15, 12:11 AM

Hope you have an awesome day.

5/24/15, 11:53 AM

good night

6/9/15, 10:33 PM

hey, I was chatting with Greylight last night and he mentioned that he feels really bad about inviting you to a forum that turned out to be not as friendly as he thought. and he says he's sent you a few messages trying to get in touch but hasn't heard back, so he was wondering if you're upset with him. I don't mean to put myself in the middle, just wanted to pass that along in case you just didn't get his messages.

Its no prob. I just stopped going to that forum. I'm not mad at him at all.

The reason i went there cause darklight uses that forum so i thought maybe i could check it out. They weren't too friendly.

*nod nod*

the summer solstice is tomorrow kind of interesting

hope you have an awesome week

Elements of harmony

 Kindness, laughter, generosity, honesty,loyalty, magic, and love. Love ties all of these together.

who we are as a people

As my teacher Great Mother would give a lesson she would say to me"Be as leaf in a river".I learned just to go with the flow of my path and to act as water in both moving through time and moving through life. Anytime a unicorn says something , it has more meaning than just one. Like my own name of Ko'onthra means dawn of new day but also means who can bring light into others lives.Like my brother Qu'soolin brings the light through laughter and joy.We the incarnated unicorns here on the world are students here to learn about humanity in all things often seeing through different perspectives over many lives. Sometimes we can be viewed as one collective consciousness but we are individuals who love our individuality with all our flaws and yes we too have flaws. We are not perfect beings. The things that often hold us back as people are our egos. I used thing just as I was waking up that i didn't have an ego and turns out i was wrong about it. I often think with my heart more than my head and its gotten me into some trouble where different people i knew took advantage of that. Even still human nature often confuses me. Like the notion of religion which i find silly. The unicorns that are here want to help humanity but those us who incarnated here for various reasons have lost faith in humanity because of its actions. Don't get me wrong there humans who deliver the message of hope and love which i find awesome like Calista and Mark . Sometimes from my perspective i think they misunderstand us as a people. When i felt met Calista for the first time i could feel her energy it like when i met another from home. My experience of meeting another unicorn here on this world ahura z was amazing its like a little piece of home. I've had many dream visits from my unicorn family from home many constantly visit me. My aunts Co'senray and Ke'senray. My mother who castila's spirit guide visits me when she can. My family who visits me is my support system through this life. My guide is Illiane'thi but she also my grandmother. She has given me the courage to go through this life. Even more now that i'm more awake i can feel my horn and wings. Sometime when the wind blows i can feel it on my horn and even do limited magic here. The most sensitive part of our bodies is our horn. Sometimes people think they can just become a unicorn you either born as one or said unicorn can give you gift making you one of us.Go with the light and let it always shine on your path.

The Truth about here

I feel like I just want to cry so much. I just want to go home.I miss my family and friends.

More memories

As a sentinel we were more interdemsional police of sorts. i know i was capable of violence but refused. Instead choosing ways of redirecting energy that was thrown at me or use the person own life energy against them. For the longest time being away from my home always on the road. Coming here I've learned another lesson how important family is. My mom and her sister are in positions of power and responsibility as is my twin sister. I want to go home maybe i can bring change there. I have 3 twins.

paths and unicorns

As my teacher Great Mother would give a lesson she would say to me"Be as leaf in a river".I learned just to go with the flow of my path and to act as water in both moving through time and moving through life. Anytime a unicorn says something to it has more meaning than just one. Like my own name of Ko'onthra means dawn of new day but also means who can bring light into others lives.Like my brother Qu'soolin brings the light through laughter and joy.We the incarnated unicorns here on the world are students here to learn about humanity in all things often seeing through different perspectives over many lives. Sometimes we can be viewed as one collective consciousness but we are individuals who love our individuality with all our flaws and yes we too have flaws. We are not perfect beings. The things that often hold us back as people are our egos. I used thing just as I was waking up that i didn't have an ego and turns out i was wrong about it. I often think with my heart more than my head and its gotten me into some trouble where different people i knew took advantage of that. Even still human nature often confuses me. Like the notion of religion which i find silly. The unicorns that are here want to help humanity but those us who incarnated here for various reasons have lost faith in humanity because of its actions. Don't get me wrong there humans who deliver the message of hope and love which i find awesome like Calista and Mark . Sometimes from my perspective i think they misunderstand us as a people. When i felt met Calista for the first time i could feel her energy it like when i met another from home. My experience of meeting another unicorn here on this world ahura z was amazing its like a little piece of home. I've had many dream visits from my unicorn family from home many constantly visit me. My aunts Co'senray and Ke'senray. My mother who castila's spirit guide visits me when she can. My family who visits me is my support system through this life. My guide is Illiane'thi but she also my grandmother. She has given me the courage to go through this life. Even more now that i'm more awake i can feel my horn and wings. Sometime when the wind blows i can feel it on my horn and even do limited magic here. The most sensitive part of our bodies is our horn. Sometimes people think they can just become a unicorn you either born as one or said unicorn can give you gift making you one of us.Go with the light and let it always shine on your path.

Dudley Town

I've had a lot of experiences and a few stories from this place. To get there you take dark entry road at the end is a trail.The first time we went there nothing really happened. Me and two friends david and steve. We went there for an experience and we more got what we wanted lol. Most of its just few foundations that are left of the settlement. We treked up there the sun was still up but it was quickly going down. Then we started to leave my friend steve was being very negative and was angry that nothing was happening. We were crossing a foot bridge over a small stream when david and I heard a whisper in our ears and we both surprised by this. At the same time the booming sound happened. To describe its like take a boulder and dropping it on the ground. This sound followed us all the way down the mountain. It would often get closer then far away. This experience turned one of my friends into a believer while dave and me were already believers. We there two more times. We had gone up there early and found cold spots moving through the village and found that a boulder the size of a small desk was dragged accrossed the ground. The last time we went there it was really foggy and we were just standing the beginning of the road. We were deciding if we were going to go up there again, but i had this overwhelming feeling something terrible would happen if we went up there. My friend David was calling me a chicken but still refused to go up. That's when we heard the laughter. It sounded like little kids but they were in the briars. This was happening at 2 am in the morning. We quickly left. We haven't been back since. Forgot to add one other story but its not paranormal but rather funny. It still took place there. This involves me,david,and my friend chris. We had gone up there to see if we could experience something nothing was happening till some people were coming up with flash lights. So we laid down so they couldn't see us. Then we saw they weren't cops but a group of young adults. As we stood up one by one they screamed.They were about run but were able to calm them down. Kind of cool to meet others who have similar experiences. I believe many of them were in fact fairies playing tricks on us and that this place is a nexus of portals

Time

Fixing one time line only creates other time lines unless they went to focal point. A focal point is when several time lines converge. This event then creates new time lines. With in each time exists a universe. Think of time as a root system that keeps growing all the time and is forever changing. To move into one time one needs to adjust your harmonics or vibration to that time line in order to act as a anchor

Elven names

Anar'Renshen this my mates name

A'non Ronshoon- means bringer of light. This is my elven name.

Magics of the Source

Magics of the Source- Its a book on advanced healing magic using source magics to better heal someone using there own energy to do it.Another way of healing the Healer uses a harmonic scan of the person spiritual self in which the being fully whole and is completely healthy and is able to use that as template to heal the person physically. Even replacement of missing limbs is an easy affair.

Lemurian Crystal tools

. Though clear quartz crystal can work like that tool given a enough time and energy poured into it. Useing the tip you just focus on the crystal or rock to change the latices. The Lemurian shaping crystals to do that and the clear quatz should do though its not as effective but it should work.It what i learned from them when i studied there before coming here.If you etch onto the crystal useing light language you can make the tool the lemurians use.